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THE SONG OF THE LARK
(1915 edition)
by
WILLA CATHER
CONTENTS
PART I. FRIENDS OF CHILDHOOD . . . . . . . . . . . . . 1
II. THE SONG OF THE LARK . . . . . . . . . . . . . 159
III. STUPID FACES . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 247
IV. THE ANCIENT PEOPLE . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 293
V. DOCTOR ARCHIE'S VENTURE . . . . . . . . . . . 343
VI. KRONBORG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 383
EPILOGUE . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 481
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THE SONG OF THE LARK
PART I
FRIENDS OF CHILDHOOD
I
Dr. Howard Archie had just come up from a
game of pool with the Jewish clothier and two travel-
ing men who happened to be staying overnight in Moon-
stone. His offices were in the Duke Block, over the drug
store. Larry, the doctor's man, had lit the overhead light
in the waiting-room and the double student's lamp on the
desk in the study. The isinglass sides of the hard-coal
burner were aglow, and the air in the study was so hot that
as he came in the doctor opened the door into his little
operating-room, where there was no stove. The waiting-
room was carpeted and stiffly furnished, something like a
country parlor. The study had worn, unpainted floors, but
there was a look of winter comfort about it. The doctor's
flat-top desk was large and well made; the papers were in
orderly piles, under glass weights. Behind the stove a wide
bookcase, with double glass doors, reached from the floor
to the ceiling. It was filled with medical books of every
thickness and color. On the top shelf stood a long row of
thirty or forty volumes, bound all alike in dark mottled
board covers, with imitation leather backs.
As the doctor in New England villages is proverbially
old, so the doctor in small Colorado towns twenty-five
years ago was generally young. Dr. Archie was barely
thirty. He was tall, with massive shoulders which he held
stiffly, and a large, well-shaped head. He was a distin-
guished-looking man, for that part of the world, at least.
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There was something individual in the way in which his
reddish-brown hair, parted cleanly at the side, bushed over
his high forehead. His nose was straight and thick, and his
eyes were intelligent. He wore a curly, reddish mustache
and an imperial, cut trimly, which made him look a little
like the pictures of Napoleon III. His hands were large and
well kept, but ruggedly formed, and the backs were shaded
with crinkly reddish hair. He wore a blue suit of woolly,
wide-waled serge; the traveling men had known at a glance
that it was made by a Denver tailor. The doctor was al-
ways well dressed.
Dr. Archie turned up the student's lamp and sat down in
the swivel chair before his desk. He sat uneasily, beating
a tattoo on his knees with his fingers, and looked about him
as if he were bored. He glanced at his watch, then absently
took from his pocket a bunch of small keys, selected one
and looked at it. A contemptuous smile, barely percepti-
ble, played on his lips, but his eyes remained meditative.
Behind the door that led into the hall, under his buffalo-
skin driving-coat, was a locked cupboard. This the doctor
opened mechanically, kicking aside a pile of muddy over-
shoes. Inside, on the shelves, were whiskey glasses and
decanters, lemons, sugar, and bitters. Hearing a step in
the empty, echoing hall without, the doctor closed the cup-
board again, snapping the Yale lock. The door of the
waiting-room opened, a man entered and came on into
the consulting-room.
"Good-evening, Mr. Kronborg," said the doctor care-
lessly. "Sit down."
His visitor was a tall, loosely built man, with a thin
brown beard, streaked with gray. He wore a frock coat, a
broad-brimmed black hat, a white lawn necktie, and steel-
rimmed spectacles. Altogether there was a pretentious and
important air about him, as he lifted the skirts of his coat
and sat down.
"Good-evening, doctor. Can you step around to the
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house with me? I think Mrs. Kronborg will need you this
evening." This was said with profound gravity and, curi-
ously enough, with a slight embarrassment.
"Any hurry?" the doctor asked over his shoulder as he
went into his operating-room.
Mr. Kronborg coughed behind his hand, and contracted
his brows. His face threatened at every moment to break
into a smile of foolish excitement. He controlled it only by
calling upon his habitual pulpit manner. "Well, I think it
would be as well to go immediately. Mrs. Kronborg will be
more comfortable if you are there. She has been suffering
for some time."
The doctor came back and threw a black bag upon his
desk. He wrote some instructions for his man on a pre-
scription pad and then drew on his overcoat. "All ready,"
he announced, putting out his lamp. Mr. Kronborg rose
and they tramped through the empty hall and down the
stairway to the street. The drug store below was dark, and
the saloon next door was just closing. Every other light on
Main Street was out.
On either side of the road and at the outer edge of the
board sidewalk, the snow had been shoveled into breast-
works. The town looked small and black, flattened down
in the snow, muffled and all but extinguished. Overhead
the stars shone gloriously. It was impossible not to notice
them. The air was so clear that the white sand hills to the
east of Moonstone gleamed softly. Following the Reverend
Mr. Kronborg along the narrow walk, past the little dark,
sleeping houses, the doctor looked up at the flashing night
and whistled softly. It did seem that people were stupider
than they need be; as if on a night like this there ought to
be something better to do than to sleep nine hours, or to
assist Mrs. Kronborg in functions which she could have
performed so admirably unaided. He wished he had gone
down to Denver to hear Fay Templeton sing "See-Saw."
Then he remembered that he had a personal interest in this
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family, after all. They turned into another street and saw
before them lighted windows; a low story-and-a-half house,
with a wing built on at the right and a kitchen addition at
the back, everything a little on the slant--roofs, windows,
and doors. As they approached the gate, Peter Kron-
borg's pace grew brisker. His nervous, ministerial cough
annoyed the doctor. "Exactly as if he were going to give
out a text," he thought. He drew off his glove and felt
in his vest pocket. "Have a troche, Kronborg," he said,
producing some. "Sent me for samples. Very good for a
rough throat."
"Ah, thank you, thank you. I was in something of a
hurry. I neglected to put on my overshoes. Here we are,
doctor." Kronborg opened his front door--seemed de-
lighted to be at home again.
The front hall was dark and cold; the hatrack was hung
with an astonishing number of children's hats and caps and
cloaks. They were even piled on the table beneath the
hatrack. Under the table was a heap of rubbers and over-
shoes. While the doctor hung up his coat and hat, Peter
Kronborg opened the door into the living-room. A glare of
light greeted them, and a rush of hot, stale air, smelling of
warming flannels.
At three o'clock in the morning Dr. Archie was in the
parlor putting on his cuffs and coat--there was no spare
bedroom in that house. Peter Kronborg's seventh child,
a boy, was being soothed and cosseted by his aunt, Mrs.
Kronborg was asleep, and the doctor was going home. But
he wanted first to speak to Kronborg, who, coatless and
fluttery, was pouring coal into the kitchen stove. As the
doctor crossed the dining-room he paused and listened.
From one of the wing rooms, off to the left, he heard rapid,
distressed breathing. He went to the kitchen door.
"One of the children sick in there?" he asked, nodding
toward the partition.
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Kronborg hung up the stove-lifter and dusted his fingers.
"It must be Thea. I meant to ask you to look at her. She
has a croupy cold. But in my excitement--Mrs. Kronborg
is doing finely, eh, doctor? Not many of your patients with
such a constitution, I expect."
"Oh, yes. She's a fine mother." The doctor took up the
lamp from the kitchen table and unceremoniously went
into the wing room. Two chubby little boys were asleep
in a double bed, with the coverlids over their noses and
their feet drawn up. In a single bed, next to theirs, lay a
little girl of eleven, wide awake, two yellow braids sticking
up on the pillow behind her. Her face was scarlet and her
eyes were blazing.
The doctor shut the door behind him. "Feel pretty sick,
Thea?" he asked as he took out his thermometer. "Why
didn't you call somebody?"
She looked at him with greedy affection. "I thought you
were here," she spoke between quick breaths. "There is a
new baby, isn't there? Which?"
"Which?" repeated the doctor.
"Brother or sister?"
He smiled and sat down on the edge of the bed. "Bro-
ther," he said, taking her hand. "Open."
"Good. Brothers are better," she murmured as he put
the glass tube under her tongue.
"Now, be still, I want to count." Dr. Archie reached
for her hand and took out his watch. When he put her
hand back under the quilt he went over to one of the win-
dows--they were both tight shut--and lifted it a little
way. He reached up and ran his hand along the cold, un-
papered wall. "Keep under the covers; I'll come back to
you in a moment," he said, bending over the glass lamp
with his thermometer. He winked at her from the door
before he shut it.
Peter Kronborg was sitting in his wife's room, holding
the bundle which contained his son. His air of cheerful
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importance, his beard and glasses, even his shirt-sleeves,
annoyed the doctor. He beckoned Kronborg into the liv-
ing-room and said sternly:--
"You've got a very sick child in there. Why didn't you
call me before? It's pneumonia, and she must have been
sick for several days. Put the baby down somewhere,
please, and help me make up the bed-lounge here in the
parlor. She's got to be in a warm room, and she's got to
be quiet. You must keep the other children out. Here, this
thing opens up, I see," swinging back the top of the car-
pet lounge. "We can lift her mattress and carry her in
just as she is. I don't want to disturb her more than is
necessary."
Kronborg was all concern immediately. The two men
took up the mattress and carried the sick child into the parlor.
"I'll have to go down to my office to get some medicine,
Kronborg. The drug store won't be open. Keep the covers
on her. I won't be gone long. Shake down the stove and
put on a little coal, but not too much; so it'll catch quickly,
I mean. Find an old sheet for me, and put it there to warm."
The doctor caught his coat and hurried out into the dark
street. Nobody was stirring yet, and the cold was bitter.
He was tired and hungry and in no mild humor. "The
idea!" he muttered; "to be such an ass at his age, about the
seventh! And to feel no responsibility about the little girl.
Silly old goat! The baby would have got into the world
somehow; they always do. But a nice little girl like that
--she's worth the whole litter. Where she ever got it
from--" He turned into the Duke Block and ran up the
stairs to his office.
Thea Kronborg, meanwhile, was wondering why she
happened to be in the parlor, where nobody but company
--usually visiting preachers--ever slept. She had mo-
ments of stupor when she did not see anything, and mo-
ments of excitement when she felt that something unusual
and pleasant was about to happen, when she saw every-
<p 9>
thing clearly in the red light from the isinglass sides of the
hard-coal burner--the nickel trimmings on the stove
itself, the pictures on the wall, which she thought very
beautiful, the flowers on the Brussels carpet, Czerny's
"Daily Studies" which stood open on the upright piano.
She forgot, for the time being, all about the new baby.
When she heard the front door open, it occurred to her
that the pleasant thing which was going to happen was
Dr. Archie himself. He came in and warmed his hands at
the stove. As he turned to her, she threw herself wearily
toward him, half out of her bed. She would have tumbled
to the floor had he not caught her. He gave her some medi-
cine and went to the kitchen for something he needed. She
drowsed and lost the sense of his being there. When she
opened her eyes again, he was kneeling before the stove,
spreading something dark and sticky on a white cloth, with
a big spoon; batter, perhaps. Presently she felt him taking
off her nightgown. He wrapped the hot plaster about her
chest. There seemed to be straps which he pinned over her
shoulders. Then he took out a thread and needle and be-
gan to sew her up in it. That, she felt, was too strange;
she must be dreaming anyhow, so she succumbed to her
drowsiness.
Thea had been moaning with every breath since the
doctor came back, but she did not know it. She did not
realize that she was suffering pain. When she was con-
scious at all, she seemed to be separated from her body; to
be perched on top of the piano, or on the hanging lamp,
watching the doctor sew her up. It was perplexing and
unsatisfactory, like dreaming. She wished she could waken
up and see what was going on.
The doctor thanked God that he had persuaded Peter
Kronborg to keep out of the way. He could do better by
the child if he had her to himself. He had no children of his
own. His marriage was a very unhappy one. As he lifted
and undressed Thea, he thought to himself what a beauti-
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ful thing a little girl's body was,--like a flower. It was
so neatly and delicately fashioned, so soft, and so milky
white. Thea must have got her hair and her silky skin from
her mother. She was a little Swede, through and through.
Dr. Archie could not help thinking how he would cherish
a little creature like this if she were his. Her hands, so lit-
tle and hot, so clever, too,--he glanced at the open exer-
cise book on the piano. When he had stitched up the flax-
seed jacket, he wiped it neatly about the edges, where the
paste had worked out on the skin. He put on her the clean
nightgown he had warmed before the fire, and tucked the
blankets about her. As he pushed back the hair that had
fuzzed down over her eyebrows, he felt her head thought-
fully with the tips of his fingers. No, he couldn't say
that it was different from any other child's head, though
he believed that there was something very different about
her. He looked intently at her wide, flushed face, freckled
nose, fierce little mouth, and her delicate, tender chin--the
one soft touch in her hard little Scandinavian face, as if
some fairy godmother had caressed her there and left a
cryptic promise. Her brows were usually drawn together
defiantly, but never when she was with Dr. Archie. Her
affection for him was prettier than most of the things that
went to make up the doctor's life in Moonstone.
The windows grew gray. He heard a tramping on the
attic floor, on the back stairs, then cries: "Give me my
shirt!" "Where's my other stocking?"
"I'll have to stay till they get off to school," he reflected,
"or they'll be in here tormenting her, the whole lot of
them."
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II
For the next four days it seemed to Dr. Archie that
his patient might slip through his hands, do what he
might. But she did not. On the contrary, after that she
recovered very rapidly. As her father remarked, she must
have inherited the "constitution" which he was never tired
of admiring in her mother.
One afternoon, when her new brother was a week old, the
doctor found Thea very comfortable and happy in her bed
in the parlor. The sunlight was pouring in over her shoulders,
the baby was asleep on a pillow in a big rocking-chair beside
her. Whenever he stirred, she put out her hand and rocked
him. Nothing of him was visible but a flushed, puffy fore-
head and an uncompromisingly big, bald cranium. The
door into her mother's room stood open, and Mrs. Kronborg
was sitting up in bed darning stockings. She was a short,
stalwart woman, with a short neck and a determined-looking
head. Her skin was very fair, her face calm and unwrinkled,
and her yellow hair, braided down her back as she lay in
bed, still looked like a girl's. She was a woman whom
Dr. Archie respected; active, practical, unruffled; good-
humored, but determined. Exactly the sort of woman to
take care of a flighty preacher. She had brought her hus-
band some property, too,--one fourth of her father's broad
acres in Nebraska,--but this she kept in her own name.
She had profound respect for her husband's erudition and
eloquence. She sat under his preaching with deep humility,
and was as much taken in by his stiff shirt and white neck-
ties as if she had not ironed them herself by lamplight the
night before they appeared correct and spotless in the pul-
pit. But for all this, she had no confidence in his adminis-
tration of worldly affairs. She looked to him for morning
<p 12>
prayers and grace at table; she expected him to name the
babies and to supply whatever parental sentiment there
was in the house, to remember birthdays and anniver-
saries, to point the children to moral and patriotic ideals.
It was her work to keep their bodies, their clothes, and
their conduct in some sort of order, and this she accom-
plished with a success that was a source of wonder to her
neighbors. As she used to remark, and her husband ad-
miringly to echo, she "had never lost one." With all his
flightiness, Peter Kronborg appreciated the matter-of-fact,
punctual way in which his wife got her children into the
world and along in it. He believed, and he was right in
believing, that the sovereign State of Colorado was much
indebted to Mrs. Kronborg and women like her.
Mrs. Kronborg believed that the size of every family was
decided in heaven. More modern views would not have
startled her; they would simply have seemed foolish--
thin chatter, like the boasts of the men who built the tower
of Babel, or like Axel's plan to breed ostriches in the chicken
yard. From what evidence Mrs. Kronborg formed her
opinions on this and other matters, it would have been
difficult to say, but once formed, they were unchangeable.
She would no more have questioned her convictions than
she would have questioned revelation. Calm and even-
tempered, naturally kind, she was capable of strong pre-
judices, and she never forgave.
When the doctor came in to see Thea, Mrs. Kronborg
was reflecting that the washing was a week behind, and de-
ciding what she had better do about it. The arrival of a
new baby meant a revision of her entire domestic schedule,
and as she drove her needle along she had been working out
new sleeping arrangements and cleaning days. The doctor
had entered the house without knocking, after making
noise enough in the hall to prepare his patients. Thea
was reading, her book propped up before her in the sun-
light.
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"Mustn't do that; bad for your eyes," he said, as Thea
shut the book quickly and slipped it under the covers.
Mrs. Kronborg called from her bed: "Bring the baby
here, doctor, and have that chair. She wanted him in there
for company."
Before the doctor picked up the baby, he put a yellow
paper bag down on Thea's coverlid and winked at her.
They had a code of winks and grimaces. When he went in
to chat with her mother, Thea opened the bag cautiously,
trying to keep it from crackling. She drew out a long bunch
of white grapes, with a little of the sawdust in which they
had been packed still clinging to them. They were called
Malaga grapes in Moonstone, and once or twice during the
winter the leading grocer got a keg of them. They were
used mainly for table decoration, about Christmas-time.
Thea had never had more than one grape at a time before.
When the doctor came back she was holding the almost
transparent fruit up in the sunlight, feeling the pale-green
skins softly with the tips of her fingers. She did not thank
him; she only snapped her eyes at him in a special way
which he understood, and, when he gave her his hand,
put it quickly and shyly under her cheek, as if she were
trying to do so without knowing it--and without his
knowing it.
Dr. Archie sat down in the rocking-chair. "And how's
Thea feeling to-day?"
He was quite as shy as his patient, especially when a
third person overheard his conversation. Big and hand-
some and superior to his fellow townsmen as Dr. Archie
was, he was seldom at his ease, and like Peter Kronborg
he often dodged behind a professional manner. There
was sometimes a contraction of embarrassment and self-
consciousness all over his big body, which made him awk-
ward--likely to stumble, to kick up rugs, or to knock over
chairs. If any one was very sick, he forgot himself, but he
had a clumsy touch in convalescent gossip.
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Thea curled up on her side and looked at him with
pleasure. "All right. I like to be sick. I have more fun then
than other times."
"How's that?"
"I don't have to go to school, and I don't have to prac-
tice. I can read all I want to, and have good things,"--
she patted the grapes. "I had lots of fun that time I
mashed my finger and you wouldn't let Professor Wunsch
make me practice. Only I had to do left hand, even then.
I think that was mean."
The doctor took her hand and examined the forefinger,
where the nail had grown back a little crooked. "You
mustn't trim it down close at the corner there, and then it
will grow straight. You won't want it crooked when you're
a big girl and wear rings and have sweethearts."
She made a mocking little face at him and looked at his
new scarf-pin. "That's the prettiest one you ev-ER had.
I wish you'd stay a long while and let me look at it. What
is it?"
Dr. Archie laughed. "It's an opal. Spanish Johnny
brought it up for me from Chihuahua in his shoe. I had it
set in Denver, and I wore it to-day for your benefit."
Thea had a curious passion for jewelry. She wanted
every shining stone she saw, and in summer she was always
going off into the sand hills to hunt for crystals and agates
and bits of pink chalcedony. She had two cigar boxes full
of stones that she had found or traded for, and she imagined
that they were of enormous value. She was always plan-
ning how she would have them set.
"What are you reading?" The doctor reached under the
covers and pulled out a book of Byron's poems. "Do you
like this?"
She looked confused, turned over a few pages rapidly,
and pointed to "My native land, good-night." "That,"
she said sheepishly.
"How about `Maid of Athens'?"
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She blushed and looked at him suspiciously. "I like
'There was a sound of revelry,'" she muttered.
The doctor laughed and closed the book. It was clumsily
bound in padded leather and had been presented to the
Reverend Peter Kronborg by his Sunday-School class as
an ornament for his parlor table.
"Come into the office some day, and I'll lend you a nice
book. You can skip the parts you don't understand. You
can read it in vacation. Perhaps you'll be able to under-
stand all of it by then."
Thea frowned and looked fretfully toward the piano.
"In vacation I have to practice four hours every day, and
then there'll be Thor to take care of." She pronounced it
"Tor."
"Thor? Oh, you've named the baby Thor?" exclaimed
the doctor.
Thea frowned again, still more fiercely, and said quickly,
"That's a nice name, only maybe it's a little--old-
fashioned." She was very sensitive about being thought a
foreigner, and was proud of the fact that, in town, her
father always preached in English; very bookish English,
at that, one might add.
Born in an old Scandinavian colony in Minnesota, Peter
Kronborg had been sent to a small divinity school in
Indiana by the women of a Swedish evangelical mission,
who were convinced of his gifts and who skimped and
begged and gave church suppers to get the long, lazy youth
through the seminary. He could still speak enough Swed-
ish to exhort and to bury the members of his country
church out at Copper Hole, and he wielded in his Moon-
stone pulpit a somewhat pompous English vocabulary he
had learned out of books at college. He always spoke
of "the infant Saviour," "our Heavenly Father," etc. The
poor man had no natural, spontaneous human speech. If
he had his sincere moments, they were perforce inarticu-
late. Probably a good deal of his pretentiousness was due
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to the fact that he habitually expressed himself in a book-
learned language, wholly remote from anything personal,
native, or homely. Mrs. Kronborg spoke Swedish to her
own sisters and to her sister-in-law Tillie, and colloquial
English to her neighbors. Thea, who had a rather sensitive
ear, until she went to school never spoke at all, except in
monosyllables, and her mother was convinced that she was
tongue-tied. She was still inept in speech for a child so
intelligent. Her ideas were usually clear, but she seldom
attempted to explain them, even at school, where she
excelled in "written work" and never did more than mutter
a reply.
"Your music professor stopped me on the street to-day
and asked me how you were," said the doctor, rising.
"He'll be sick himself, trotting around in this slush with
no overcoat or overshoes."
"He's poor," said Thea simply.
The doctor sighed. "I'm afraid he's worse than that.
Is he always all right when you take your lessons? Never
acts as if he'd been drinking?"
Thea looked angry and spoke excitedly. "He knows a
lot. More than anybody. I don't care if he does drink;
he's old and poor." Her voice shook a little.
Mrs. Kronborg spoke up from the next room. "He's a
good teacher, doctor. It's good for us he does drink. He'd
never be in a little place like this if he didn't have some
weakness. These women that teach music around here
don't know nothing. I wouldn't have my child wasting
time with them. If Professor Wunsch goes away, Thea'll
have nobody to take from. He's careful with his scholars;
he don't use bad language. Mrs. Kohler is always present
when Thea takes her lesson. It's all right." Mrs. Kronborg
spoke calmly and judicially. One could see that she had
thought the matter out before.
"I'm glad to hear that, Mrs. Kronborg. I wish we could
get the old man off his bottle and keep him tidy. Do you
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suppose if I gave you an old overcoat you could get him to
wear it?" The doctor went to the bedroom door and Mrs.
Kronborg looked up from her darning.
"Why, yes, I guess he'd be glad of it. He'll take most
anything from me. He won't buy clothes, but I guess he'd
wear 'em if he had 'em. I've never had any clothes to give
him, having so many to make over for."
"I'll have Larry bring the coat around to-night. You
aren't cross with me, Thea?" taking her hand.
Thea grinned warmly. "Not if you give Professor
Wunsch a coat--and things," she tapped the grapes sig-
nificantly. The doctor bent over and kissed her.
III
Being sick was all very well, but Thea knew from
experience that starting back to school again was
attended by depressing difficulties. One Monday morning
she got up early with Axel and Gunner, who shared her
wing room, and hurried into the back living-room, between
the dining-room and the kitchen. There, beside a soft-coal
stove, the younger children of the family undressed at night
and dressed in the morning. The older daughter, Anna,
and the two big boys slept upstairs, where the rooms were
theoretically warmed by stovepipes from below. The first
(and the worst!) thing that confronted Thea was a suit of
clean, prickly red flannel, fresh from the wash. Usually
the torment of breaking in a clean suit of flannel came on
Sunday, but yesterday, as she was staying in the house,
she had begged off. Their winter underwear was a trial to
all the children, but it was bitterest to Thea because she
happened to have the most sensitive skin. While she was
tugging it on, her Aunt Tillie brought in warm water from
the boiler and filled the tin pitcher. Thea washed her face,
brushed and braided her hair, and got into her blue cash-
mere dress. Over this she buttoned a long apron, with
sleeves, which would not be removed until she put on her
cloak to go to school. Gunner and Axel, on the soap box
behind the stove, had their usual quarrel about which
should wear the tightest stockings, but they exchanged
reproaches in low tones, for they were wholesomely afraid
of Mrs. Kronborg's rawhide whip. She did not chastise
her children often, but she did it thoroughly. Only a some-
what stern system of discipline could have kept any degree
of order and quiet in that overcrowded house.
Mrs. Kronborg's children were all trained to dress them-
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selves at the earliest possible age, to make their own beds,
--the boys as well as the girls,--to take care of their
clothes, to eat what was given them, and to keep out of
the way. Mrs. Kronborg would have made a good chess-
player; she had a head for moves and positions.
Anna, the elder daughter, was her mother's lieutenant.
All the children knew that they must obey Anna, who was
an obstinate contender for proprieties and not always fair-
minded. To see the young Kronborgs headed for Sunday-
School was like watching a military drill. Mrs. Kronborg
let her children's minds alone. She did not pry into their
thoughts or nag them. She respected them as individuals,
and outside of the house they had a great deal of liberty.
But their communal life was definitely ordered.
In the winter the children breakfasted in the kitchen;
Gus and Charley and Anna first, while the younger chil-
dren were dressing. Gus was nineteen and was a clerk in
a dry-goods store. Charley, eighteen months younger,
worked in a feed store. They left the house by the kitchen
door at seven o'clock, and then Anna helped her Aunt
Tillie get the breakfast for the younger ones. Without the
help of this sister-in-law, Tillie Kronborg, Mrs. Kronborg's
life would have been a hard one. Mrs. Kronborg often
reminded Anna that "no hired help would ever have taken
the same interest."
Mr. Kronborg came of a poorer stock than his wife; from
a lowly, ignorant family that had lived in a poor part of
Sweden. His great-grandfather had gone to Norway to
work as a farm laborer and had married a Norwegian girl.
This strain of Norwegian blood came out somewhere in
each generation of the Kronborgs. The intemperance of
one of Peter Kronborg's uncles, and the religious mania
of another, had been alike charged to the Norwegian
grandmother. Both Peter Kronborg and his sister Tillie
were more like the Norwegian root of the family than
like the Swedish, and this same Norwegian strain was
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strong in Thea, though in her it took a very different
character.
Tillie was a queer, addle-pated thing, as flighty as a girl
at thirty-five, and overweeningly fond of gay clothes--
which taste, as Mrs. Kronborg philosophically said, did
nobody any harm. Tillie was always cheerful, and her
tongue was still for scarcely a minute during the day. She
had been cruelly overworked on her father's Minnesota
farm when she was a young girl, and she had never been
so happy as she was now; had never before, as she said,
had such social advantages. She thought her brother the
most important man in Moonstone. She never missed a
church service, and, much to the embarrassment of the
children, she always "spoke a piece" at the Sunday-School
concerts. She had a complete set of "Standard Recita-
tions," which she conned on Sundays. This morning, when
Thea and her two younger brothers sat down to breakfast,
Tillie was remonstrating with Gunner because he had not
learned a recitation assigned to him for George Washington
Day at school. The unmemorized text lay heavily on
Gunner's conscience as he attacked his buckwheat cakes
and sausage. He knew that Tillie was in the right, and
that "when the day came he would be ashamed of himself."
"I don't care," he muttered, stirring his coffee; "they
oughtn't to make boys speak. It's all right for girls. They
like to show off."
"No showing off about it. Boys ought to like to speak
up for their country. And what was the use of your father
buying you a new suit, if you're not going to take part in
anything?"
"That was for Sunday-School. I'd rather wear my old
one, anyhow. Why didn't they give the piece to Thea?"
Gunner grumbled.
Tillie was turning buckwheat cakes at the griddle.
"Thea can play and sing, she don't need to speak. But
you've got to know how to do something, Gunner, that
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you have. What are you going to do when you git big and
want to git into society, if you can't do nothing? Every-
body'll say, `Can you sing? Can you play? Can you
speak? Then git right out of society.' An' that's what
they'll say to you, Mr. Gunner."
Gunner and Alex grinned at Anna, who was preparing
her mother's breakfast. They never made fun of Tillie, but
they understood well enough that there were subjects upon
which her ideas were rather foolish. When Tillie struck
the shallows, Thea was usually prompt in turning the
conversation.
"Will you and Axel let me have your sled at recess?"
she asked.
"All the time?" asked Gunner dubiously.
"I'll work your examples for you to-night, if you do."
"Oh, all right. There'll be a lot of 'em."
"I don't mind, I can work 'em fast. How about yours,
Axel?"
Axel was a fat little boy of seven, with pretty, lazy blue
eyes. "I don't care," he murmured, buttering his last
buckwheat cake without ambition; "too much trouble to
copy 'em down. Jenny Smiley'll let me have hers."
The boys were to pull Thea to school on their sled, as
the snow was deep. The three set off together. Anna was
now in the high school, and she no longer went with the
family party, but walked to school with some of the older
girls who were her friends, and wore a hat, not a hood like
Thea.
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IV
And it was Summer, beautiful Summer!" Those were
the closing words of Thea's favorite fairy tale, and
she thought of them as she ran out into the world one
Saturday morning in May, her music book under her arm.
She was going to the Kohlers' to take her lesson, but she
was in no hurry.
It was in the summer that one really lived. Then all
the little overcrowded houses were opened wide, and the
wind blew through them with sweet, earthy smells of
garden-planting. The town looked as if it had just been
washed. People were out painting their fences. The cotton-
wood trees were a-flicker with sticky, yellow little leaves,
and the feathery tamarisks were in pink bud. With the
warm weather came freedom for everybody. People were
dug up, as it were. The very old people, whom one had not
seen all winter, came out and sunned themselves in the
yard. The double windows were taken off the houses, the
tormenting flannels in which children had been encased all
winter were put away in boxes, and the youngsters felt a
pleasure in the cool cotton things next their skin.
Thea had to walk more than a mile to reach the Kohlers'
house, a very pleasant mile out of town toward the glitter-
ing sand hills,--yellow this morning, with lines of deep
violet where the clefts and valleys were. She followed the
sidewalk to the depot at the south end of the town; then
took the road east to the little group of adobe houses where
the Mexicans lived, then dropped into a deep ravine; a dry
sand creek, across which the railroad track ran on a trestle.
Beyond that gulch, on a little rise of ground that faced the
open sandy plain, was the Kohlers' house, where Professor
Wunsch lived. Fritz Kohler was the town tailor, one of the
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first settlers. He had moved there, built a little house and
made a garden, when Moonstone was first marked down on
the map. He had three sons, but they now worked on the
railroad and were stationed in distant cities. One of them
had gone to work for the Santa Fe, and lived in New
Mexico.
Mrs. Kohler seldom crossed the ravine and went into the
town except at Christmas-time, when she had to buy pres-
ents and Christmas cards to send to her old friends in
Freeport, Illinois. As she did not go to church, she did not
possess such a thing as a hat. Year after year she wore the
same red hood in winter and a black sunbonnet in summer.
She made her own dresses; the skirts came barely to her
shoe-tops, and were gathered as full as they could possibly
be to the waistband. She preferred men's shoes, and usu-
ally wore the cast-offs of one of her sons. She had never
learned much English, and her plants and shrubs were her
companions. She lived for her men and her garden. Beside
that sand gulch, she had tried to reproduce a bit of her own
village in the Rhine Valley. She hid herself behind the
growth she had fostered, lived under the shade of what she
had planted and watered and pruned. In the blaze of the
open plain she was stupid and blind like an owl. Shade,
shade; that was what she was always planning and making.
Behind the high tamarisk hedge, her garden was a jungle
of verdure in summer. Above the cherry trees and peach
trees and golden plums stood the windmill, with its tank
on stilts, which kept all this verdure alive. Outside, the
sage-brush grew up to the very edge of the garden, and the
sand was always drifting up to the tamarisks.
Every one in Moonstone was astonished when the
Kohlers took the wandering music-teacher to live with
them. In seventeen years old Fritz had never had a crony,
except the harness-maker and Spanish Johnny. This
Wunsch came from God knew where,--followed Spanish
Johnny into town when that wanderer came back from one
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of his tramps. Wunsch played in the dance orchestra,
tuned pianos, and gave lessons. When Mrs. Kohler rescued
him, he was sleeping in a dirty, unfurnished room over one
of the saloons, and he had only two shirts in the world.
Once he was under her roof, the old woman went at him as
she did at her garden. She sewed and washed and mended
for him, and made him so clean and respectable that he was
able to get a large class of pupils and to rent a piano. As
soon as he had money ahead, he sent to the Narrow Gauge
lodging-house, in Denver, for a trunkful of music which
had been held there for unpaid board. With tears in his
eyes the old man--he was not over fifty, but sadly bat-
tered--told Mrs. Kohler that he asked nothing better of
God than to end his days with her, and to be buried in the
garden, under her linden trees. They were not American
basswood, but the European linden, which has honey-
colored blooms in summer, with a fragrance that sur-
passes all trees and flowers and drives young people wild
with joy.
Thea was reflecting as she walked along that had it not
been for Professor Wunsch she might have lived on for
years in Moonstone without ever knowing the Kohlers,
without ever seeing their garden or the inside of their
house. Besides the cuckoo clock,--which was wonderful
enough, and which Mrs. Kohler said she kept for "company
when she was lonesome,"--the Kohlers had in their house
the most wonderful thing Thea had ever seen--but of that
later.
Professor Wunsch went to the houses of his other pupils
to give them their lessons, but one morning he told Mrs.
Kronborg that Thea had talent, and that if she came to
him he could teach her in his slippers, and that would
be better. Mrs. Kronborg was a strange woman. That
word "talent," which no one else in Moonstone, not even
Dr. Archie, would have understood, she comprehended
perfectly. To any other woman there, it would have meant
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that a child must have her hair curled every day and must
play in public. Mrs. Kronborg knew it meant that Thea
must practice four hours a day. A child with talent must
be kept at the piano, just as a child with measles must be
kept under the blankets. Mrs. Kronborg and her three
sisters had all studied piano, and all sang well, but none of
them had talent. Their father had played the oboe in an
orchestra in Sweden, before he came to America to better
his fortunes. He had even known Jenny Lind. A child with
talent had to be kept at the piano; so twice a week in sum-
mer and once a week in winter Thea went over the gulch to
the Kohlers', though the Ladies' Aid Society thought it
was not proper for their preacher's daughter to go "where
there was so much drinking." Not that the Kohler sons
ever so much as looked at a glass of beer. They were
ashamed of their old folks and got out into the world as
fast as possible; had their clothes made by a Denver tailor
and their necks shaved up under their hair and forgot
the past. Old Fritz and Wunsch, however, indulged in a
friendly bottle pretty often. The two men were like com-
rades; perhaps the bond between them was the glass wherein
lost hopes are found; perhaps it was common memories of
another country; perhaps it was the grapevine in the gar-
den--knotty, fibrous shrub, full of homesickness and senti-
ment, which the Germans have carried around the world
with them.
As Thea approached the house she peeped between the
pink sprays of the tamarisk hedge and saw the Professor
and Mrs. Kohler in the garden, spading and raking. The
garden looked like a relief-map now, and gave no indication
of what it would be in August; such a jungle! Pole beans
and potatoes and corn and leeks and kale and red cabbage
--there would even be vegetables for which there is no
American name. Mrs. Kohler was always getting by mail
packages of seeds from Freeport and from the old country.
Then the flowers! There were big sunflowers for the canary
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bird, tiger lilies and phlox and zinnias and lady's-slippers
and portulaca and hollyhocks,--giant hollyhocks. Beside
the fruit trees there was a great umbrella-shaped catalpa,
and a balm-of-Gilead, two lindens, and even a ginka,--a
rigid, pointed tree with leaves shaped like butterflies, which
shivered, but never bent to the wind.
This morning Thea saw to her delight that the two ole-
ander trees, one white and one red, had been brought up
from their winter quarters in the cellar. There is hardly a
German family in the most arid parts of Utah, New Mex-
ico, Arizona, but has its oleander trees. However loutish
the American-born sons of the family may be, there was
never one who refused to give his muscle to the back-break-
ing task of getting those tubbed trees down into the cellar in
the fall and up into the sunlight in the spring. They may
strive to avert the day, but they grapple with the tub at
last.
When Thea entered the gate, her professor leaned his
spade against the white post that supported the turreted
dove-house, and wiped his face with his shirt-sleeve; some-
way he never managed to have a handkerchief about him.
Wunsch was short and stocky, with something rough and
bear-like about his shoulders. His face was a dark, bricky
red, deeply creased rather than wrinkled, and the skin was
like loose leather over his neck band--he wore a brass
collar button but no collar. His hair was cropped close;
iron-gray bristles on a bullet-like head. His eyes were
always suffused and bloodshot. He had a coarse, scornful
mouth, and irregular, yellow teeth, much worn at the edges.
His hands were square and red, seldom clean, but always
alive, impatient, even sympathetic.
"MORGEN," he greeted his pupil in a businesslike way,
put on a black alpaca coat, and conducted her at once to
the piano in Mrs. Kohler's sitting-room. He twirled the
stool to the proper height, pointed to it, and sat down in a
wooden chair beside Thea.
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"The scale of B flat major," he directed, and then fell
into an attitude of deep attention. Without a word his
pupil set to work.
To Mrs. Kohler, in the garden, came the cheerful sound
of effort, of vigorous striving. Unconsciously she wielded
her rake more lightly. Occasionally she heard the teacher's
voice. "Scale of E minor. . . . WEITER, WEITER! . . . IMMER
I hear the thumb, like a lame foot. WEITER . . . WEITER, once;
. . . SCHON! The chords, quick!"
The pupil did not open her mouth until they began the
second movement of the Clementi sonata, when she remon-
strated in low tones about the way he had marked the
fingering of a passage.
"It makes no matter what you think," replied her
teacher coldly. "There is only one right way. The thumb
there. EIN, ZWEI, DREI, VIER," etc. Then for an hour there
was no further interruption.
At the end of the lesson Thea turned on her stool and
leaned her arm on the keyboard. They usually had a little
talk after the lesson.
Herr Wunsch grinned. "How soon is it you are free from
school? Then we make ahead faster, eh?"
"First week in June. Then will you give me the `Invi-
tation to the Dance'?"
He shrugged his shoulders. "It makes no matter. If
you want him, you play him out of lesson hours."
"All right." Thea fumbled in her pocket and brought
out a crumpled slip of paper. "What does this mean, please?
I guess it's Latin."
Wunsch blinked at the line penciled on the paper.
"Wherefrom you get this?" he asked gruffly.
"Out of a book Dr. Archie gave me to read. It's all Eng-
lish but that. Did you ever see it before?" she asked,
watching his face.
"Yes. A long time ago," he muttered, scowling.
"Ovidius!" He took a stub of lead pencil from his vest
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pocket, steadied his hand by a visible effort, and under
the words
"LENTE CURRITE, LENTE CURRITE, NOCTIS EQUI,"
he wrote in a clear, elegant Gothic hand,--
"GO SLOWLY, GO SLOWLY, YE STEEDS OF THE NIGHT."
He put the pencil back in his pocket and continued to stare
at the Latin. It recalled the poem, which he had read as a
student, and thought very fine. There were treasures of
memory which no lodging-house keeper could attach. One
carried things about in one's head, long after one's linen
could be smuggled out in a tuning-bag. He handed the
paper back to Thea. "There is the English, quite elegant,"
he said, rising.
Mrs. Kohler stuck her head in at the door, and Thea slid
off the stool. "Come in, Mrs. Kohler," she called, "and
show me the piece-picture."
The old woman laughed, pulled off her big gardening-
gloves, and pushed Thea to the lounge before the object of
her delight. The "piece-picture," which hung on the wall
and nearly covered one whole end of the room, was the
handiwork of Fritz Kohler. He had learned his trade under
an old-fashioned tailor in Magdeburg who required from
each of his apprentices a thesis: that is, before they left his
shop, each apprentice had to copy in cloth some well-
known German painting, stitching bits of colored stuff
together on a linen background; a kind of mosaic. The
pupil was allowed to select his subject, and Fritz Kohler
had chosen a popular painting of Napoleon's retreat from
Moscow. The gloomy Emperor and his staff were repre-
sented as crossing a stone bridge, and behind them was the
blazing city, the walls and fortresses done in gray cloth
with orange tongues of flame darting about the domes and
minarets. Napoleon rode his white horse; Murat, in Ori-
ental dress, a bay charger. Thea was never tired of exam-
ining this work, of hearing how long it had taken Fritz to
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make it, how much it had been admired, and what narrow
escapes it had had from moths and fire. Silk, Mrs. Kohler
explained, would have been much easier to manage than
woolen cloth, in which it was often hard to get the right
shades. The reins of the horses, the wheels of the spurs,
the brooding eyebrows of the Emperor, Murat's fierce
mustaches, the great shakos of the Guard, were all worked
out with the minutest fidelity. Thea's admiration for this
picture had endeared her to Mrs. Kohler. It was now many
years since she used to point out its wonders to her own
little boys. As Mrs. Kohler did not go to church, she never
heard any singing, except the songs that floated over from
Mexican Town, and Thea often sang for her after the lesson
was over. This morning Wunsch pointed to the piano.
"On Sunday, when I go by the church, I hear you sing
something."
Thea obediently sat down on the stool again and began,
"COME, YE DISCONSOLATE." Wunsch listened thoughtfully,
his hands on his knees. Such a beautiful child's voice!
Old Mrs. Kohler's face relaxed in a smile of happiness;
she half closed her eyes. A big fly was darting in and out
of the window; the sunlight made a golden pool on the
rag carpet and bathed the faded cretonne pillows on the
lounge, under the piece-picture. "EARTH HAS NO SORROW
THAT HEAVEN CANNOT HEAL," the song died away.
"That is a good thing to remember," Wunsch shook him-
self. "You believe that?" looking quizzically at Thea.
She became confused and pecked nervously at a black
key with her middle finger. "I don't know. I guess so,"
she murmured.
Her teacher rose abruptly. "Remember, for next time,
thirds. You ought to get up earlier."
That night the air was so warm that Fritz and Herr
Wunsch had their after-supper pipe in the grape arbor,
smoking in silence while the sound of fiddles and guitars
came across the ravine from Mexican Town. Long after
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Fritz and his old Paulina had gone to bed, Wunsch sat
motionless in the arbor, looking up through the woolly
vine leaves at the glittering machinery of heaven.
"LENTE CURRITE, NOCTIS EQUI."
That line awoke many memories. He was thinking of
youth; of his own, so long gone by, and of his pupil's, just
beginning. He would even have cherished hopes for her,
except that he had become superstitious. He believed that
whatever he hoped for was destined not to be; that his
affection brought ill-fortune, especially to the young; that
if he held anything in his thoughts, he harmed it. He had
taught in music schools in St. Louis and Kansas City, where
the shallowness and complacency of the young misses had
maddened him. He had encountered bad manners and bad
faith, had been the victim of sharpers of all kinds, was
dogged by bad luck. He had played in orchestras that were
never paid and wandering opera troupes which disbanded
penniless. And there was always the old enemy, more
relentless than the others. It was long since he had wished
anything or desired anything beyond the necessities of the
body. Now that he was tempted to hope for another, he
felt alarmed and shook his head.
It was his pupil's power of application, her rugged will,
that interested him. He had lived for so long among people
whose sole ambition was to get something for nothing that
he had learned not to look for seriousness in anything. Now
that he by chance encountered it, it recalled standards, am-
bitions, a society long forgot. What was it she reminded
him of? A yellow flower, full of sunlight, perhaps. No; a
thin glass full of sweet-smelling, sparkling Moselle wine. He
seemed to see such a glass before him in the arbor, to watch
the bubbles rising and breaking, like the silent discharge
of energy in the nerves and brain, the rapid florescence in
young blood--Wunsch felt ashamed and dragged his slip-
pers along the path to the kitchen, his eyes on the ground.
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V
The children in the primary grades were sometimes
required to make relief maps of Moonstone in sand.
Had they used colored sands, as the Navajo medicine men
do in their sand mosaics, they could easily have indicated
the social classifications of Moonstone, since these con-
formed to certain topographical boundaries, and every
child understood them perfectly.
The main business street ran, of course, through the
center of the town. To the west of this street lived all the
people who were, as Tillie Kronborg said, "in society."
Sylvester Street, the third parallel with Main Street on the
west, was the longest in town, and the best dwellings were
built along it. Far out at the north end, nearly a mile from
the court-house and its cottonwood grove, was Dr. Archie's
house, its big yard and garden surrounded by a white paling
fence. The Methodist Church was in the center of the
town, facing the court-house square. The Kronborgs lived
half a mile south of the church, on the long street that
stretched out like an arm to the depot settlement. This
was the first street west of Main, and was built up only on
one side. The preacher's house faced the backs of the brick
and frame store buildings and a draw full of sunflowers
and scraps of old iron. The sidewalk which ran in front
of the Kronborgs' house was the one continuous sidewalk
to the depot, and all the train men and roundhouse em-
ployees passed the front gate every time they came up-
town. Thea and Mrs. Kronborg had many friends among
the railroad men, who often paused to chat across the fence,
and of one of these we shall have more to say.
In the part of Moonstone that lay east of Main Street,
toward the deep ravine which, farther south, wound by
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Mexican Town, lived all the humbler citizens, the people
who voted but did not run for office. The houses were little
story-and-a-half cottages, with none of the fussy archi-
tectural efforts that marked those on Sylvester Street.
They nestled modestly behind their cottonwoods and Vir-
ginia creeper; their occupants had no social pretensions to
keep up. There were no half-glass front doors with door-
bells, or formidable parlors behind closed shutters. Here
the old women washed in the back yard, and the men sat
in the front doorway and smoked their pipes. The people
on Sylvester Street scarcely knew that this part of the
town existed. Thea liked to take Thor and her express
wagon and explore these quiet, shady streets, where the
people never tried to have lawns or to grow elms and pine
trees, but let the native timber have its way and spread in
luxuriance. She had many friends there, old women who
gave her a yellow rose or a spray of trumpet vine and
appeased Thor with a cooky or a doughnut. They called
Thea "that preacher's girl," but the demonstrative was
misplaced, for when they spoke of Mr. Kronborg they
called him "the Methodist preacher."
Dr. Archie was very proud of his yard and garden, which
he worked himself. He was the only man in Moonstone
who was successful at growing rambler roses, and his
strawberries were famous. One morning when Thea was
downtown on an errand, the doctor stopped her, took her
hand and went over her with a quizzical eye, as he nearly
always did when they met.
"You haven't been up to my place to get any straw-
berries yet, Thea. They're at their best just now. Mrs.
Archie doesn't know what to do with them all. Come up
this afternoon. Just tell Mrs. Archie I sent you. Bring a
big basket and pick till you are tired."
When she got home Thea told her mother that she didn't
want to go, because she didn't like Mrs. Archie.
"She is certainly one queer woman," Mrs. Kronborg
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assented, "but he's asked you so often, I guess you'll have
to go this time. She won't bite you."
After dinner Thea took a basket, put Thor in his baby-
buggy, and set out for Dr. Archie's house at the other end
of town. As soon as she came within sight of the house,
she slackened her pace. She approached it very slowly,
stopping often to pick dandelions and sand-peas for Thor
to crush up in his fist.
It was his wife's custom, as soon as Dr. Archie left the
house in the morning, to shut all the doors and windows
to keep the dust out, and to pull down the shades to keep
the sun from fading the carpets. She thought, too, that
neighbors were less likely to drop in if the house was closed
up. She was one of those people who are stingy without
motive or reason, even when they can gain nothing by it.
She must have known that skimping the doctor in heat
and food made him more extravagant than he would have
been had she made him comfortable. He never came home
for lunch, because she gave him such miserable scraps and
shreds of food. No matter how much milk he bought, he
could never get thick cream for his strawberries. Even
when he watched his wife lift it from the milk in smooth,
ivory-colored blankets, she managed, by some sleight-of-
hand, to dilute it before it got to the breakfast table. The
butcher's favorite joke was about the kind of meat he sold
Mrs. Archie. She felt no interest in food herself, and she
hated to prepare it. She liked nothing better than to have
Dr. Archie go to Denver for a few days--he often went
chiefly because he was hungry--and to be left alone to
eat canned salmon and to keep the house shut up from
morning until night.
Mrs. Archie would not have a servant because, she said,
"they ate too much and broke too much"; she even said
they knew too much. She used what mind she had in
devising shifts to minimize her housework. She used to
tell her neighbors that if there were no men, there would
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be no housework. When Mrs. Archie was first married,
she had been always in a panic for fear she would have
children. Now that her apprehensions on that score had
grown paler, she was almost as much afraid of having dust
in the house as she had once been of having children in it.
If dust did not get in, it did not have to be got out, she said.
She would take any amount of trouble to avoid trouble.
Why, nobody knew. Certainly her husband had never
been able to make her out. Such little, mean natures are
among the darkest and most baffling of created things.
There is no law by which they can be explained. The or-
dinary incentives of pain and pleasure do not account for
their behavior. They live like insects, absorbed in petty
activities that seem to have nothing to do with any genial
aspect of human life.
Mrs. Archie, as Mrs. Kronborg said, "liked to gad."
She liked to have her house clean, empty, dark, locked, and
to be out of it--anywhere. A church social, a prayer
meeting, a ten-cent show; she seemed to have no prefer-
ence. When there was nowhere else to go, she used to sit
for hours in Mrs. Smiley's millinery and notion store, lis-
tening to the talk of the women who came in, watching
them while they tried on hats, blinking at them from her
corner with her sharp, restless little eyes. She never talked
much herself, but she knew all the gossip of the town and
she had a sharp ear for racy anecdotes--"traveling men's
stories," they used to be called in Moonstone. Her clicking
laugh sounded like a typewriting machine in action, and,
for very pointed stories, she had a little screech.
Mrs. Archie had been Mrs. Archie for only six years,
and when she was Belle White she was one of the "pretty"
girls in Lansing, Michigan. She had then a train of suitors.
She could truly remind Archie that "the boys hung around
her." They did. They thought her very spirited and were
always saying, "Oh, that Belle White, she's a case!" She
used to play heavy practical jokes which the young men
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thought very clever. Archie was considered the most
promising young man in "the young crowd," so Belle
selected him. She let him see, made him fully aware, that
she had selected him, and Archie was the sort of boy who
could not withstand such enlightenment. Belle's family
were sorry for him. On his wedding day her sisters looked
at the big, handsome boy--he was twenty-four--as he
walked down the aisle with his bride, and then they looked
at each other. His besotted confidence, his sober, radiant
face, his gentle, protecting arm, made them uncomfort-
able. Well, they were glad that he was going West at once,
to fulfill his doom where they would not be onlookers. Any-
how, they consoled themselves, they had got Belle off their
hands.
More than that, Belle seemed to have got herself off her
hands. Her reputed prettiness must have been entirely
the result of determination, of a fierce little ambition. Once
she had married, fastened herself on some one, come to
port,--it vanished like the ornamental plumage which
drops away from some birds after the mating season. The
one aggressive action of her life was over. She began to
shrink in face and stature. Of her harum-scarum spirit
there was nothing left but the little screech. Within a few
years she looked as small and mean as she was.
Thor's chariot crept along. Thea approached the house
unwillingly. She didn't care about the strawberries, any-
how. She had come only because she did not want to hurt
Dr. Archie's feelings. She not only disliked Mrs. Archie,
she was a little afraid of her. While Thea was getting the
heavy baby-buggy through the iron gate she heard some
one call, "Wait a minute!" and Mrs. Archie came running
around the house from the back door, her apron over her
head. She came to help with the buggy, because she was
afraid the wheels might scratch the paint off the gate-
posts. She was a skinny little woman with a great pile of
frizzy light hair on a small head.
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"Dr. Archie told me to come up and pick some straw-
berries," Thea muttered, wishing she had stayed at home.
Mrs. Archie led the way to the back door, squinting and
shading her eyes with her hand. "Wait a minute," she said
again, when Thea explained why she had come.
She went into her kitchen and Thea sat down on the
porch step. When Mrs. Archie reappeared she carried in
her hand a little wooden butter-basket trimmed with
fringed tissue paper, which she must have brought home
from some church supper. "You'll have to have something
to put them in," she said, ignoring the yawning willow
basket which stood empty on Thor's feet. "You can have
this, and you needn't mind about returning it. You know
about not trampling the vines, don't you?"
Mrs. Archie went back into the house and Thea leaned
over in the sand and picked a few strawberries. As soon as
she was sure that she was not going to cry, she tossed the
little basket into the big one and ran Thor's buggy along
the gravel walk and out of the gate as fast as she could push
it. She was angry, and she was ashamed for Dr. Archie. She
could not help thinking how uncomfortable he would be if
he ever found out about it. Little things like that were the
ones that cut him most. She slunk home by the back way,
and again almost cried when she told her mother about it.
Mrs. Kronborg was frying doughnuts for her husband's
supper. She laughed as she dropped a new lot into the hot
grease. "It's wonderful, the way some people are made,"
she declared. "But I wouldn't let that upset me if I was
you. Think what it would be to live with it all the time.
You look in the black pocketbook inside my handbag and
take a dime and go downtown and get an ice-cream soda.
That'll make you feel better. Thor can have a little of the
ice-cream if you feed it to him with a spoon. He likes it,
don't you, son?" She stooped to wipe his chin. Thor was
only six months old and inarticulate, but it was quite true
that he liked ice-cream.
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VI
Seen from a balloon, Moonstone would have looked
like a Noah's ark town set out in the sand and lightly
shaded by gray-green tamarisks and cottonwoods. A few
people were trying to make soft maples grow in their
turfed lawns, but the fashion of planting incongruous
trees from the North Atlantic States had not become gen-
eral then, and the frail, brightly painted desert town was
shaded by the light-reflecting, wind-loving trees of the
desert, whose roots are always seeking water and whose
leaves are always talking about it, making the sound of
rain. The long porous roots of the cottonwood are irre-
pressible. They break into the wells as rats do into grana-
ries, and thieve the water.
The long street which connected Moonstone with the
depot settlement traversed in its course a considerable
stretch of rough open country, staked out in lots but not
built up at all, a weedy hiatus between the town and the
railroad. When you set out along this street to go to the
station, you noticed that the houses became smaller and
farther apart, until they ceased altogether, and the board
sidewalk continued its uneven course through sunflower
patches, until you reached the solitary, new brick Catholic
Church. The church stood there because the land was
given to the parish by the man who owned the adjoining
waste lots, in the hope of making them more salable--
"Farrier's Addition," this patch of prairie was called in the
clerk's office. An eighth of a mile beyond the church was
a washout, a deep sand-gully, where the board sidewalk
became a bridge for perhaps fifty feet. Just beyond the
gully was old Uncle Billy Beemer's grove,--twelve town
lots set out in fine, well-grown cottonwood trees, delightful
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to look upon, or to listen to, as they swayed and rippled in
the wind. Uncle Billy had been one of the most worthless
old drunkards who ever sat on a store box and told filthy
stories. One night he played hide-and-seek with a switch
engine and got his sodden brains knocked out. But his
grove, the one creditable thing he had ever done in his life,
rustled on. Beyond this grove the houses of the depot
settlement began, and the naked board walk, that had run
in out of the sunflowers, again became a link between
human dwellings.
One afternoon, late in the summer, Dr. Howard Archie
was fighting his way back to town along this walk through
a blinding sandstorm, a silk handkerchief tied over his
mouth. He had been to see a sick woman down in the depot
settlement, and he was walking because his ponies had
been out for a hard drive that morning.
As he passed the Catholic Church he came upon Thea
and Thor. Thea was sitting in a child's express wagon, her
feet out behind, kicking the wagon along and steering by
the tongue. Thor was on her lap and she held him with one
arm. He had grown to be a big cub of a baby, with a con-
stitutional grievance, and he had to be continually amused.
Thea took him philosophically, and tugged and pulled
him about, getting as much fun as she could under her
encumbrance. Her hair was blowing about her face, and
her eyes were squinting so intently at the uneven board
sidewalk in front of her that she did not see the doctor
until he spoke to her.
"Look out, Thea. You'll steer that youngster into the
ditch."
The wagon stopped. Thea released the tongue, wiped
her hot, sandy face, and pushed back her hair. "Oh, no,
I won't! I never ran off but once, and then he didn't get
anything but a bump. He likes this better than a baby-
buggy, and so do I."
"Are you going to kick that cart all the way home?"
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"Of course. We take long trips; wherever there is a side-
walk. It's no good on the road."
"Looks to me like working pretty hard for your fun.
Are you going to be busy to-night? Want to make a call
with me? Spanish Johnny's come home again, all used up.
His wife sent me word this morning, and I said I'd go over
to see him to-night. He's an old chum of yours, isn't
he?"
"Oh, I'm glad. She's been crying her eyes out. When
did he come?"
"Last night, on Number Six. Paid his fare, they tell me.
Too sick to beat it. There'll come a time when that boy
won't get back, I'm afraid. Come around to my office about
eight o'clock,--and you needn't bring that!"
Thor seemed to understand that he had been insulted,
for he scowled and began to kick the side of the wagon,
shouting, "Go-go, go-go!" Thea leaned forward and
grabbed the wagon tongue. Dr. Archie stepped in front of
her and blocked the way. "Why don't you make him wait?
What do you let him boss you like that for?"
"If he gets mad he throws himself, and then I can't do
anything with him. When he's mad he's lots stronger than
me, aren't you, Thor?" Thea spoke with pride, and the
idol was appeased. He grunted approvingly as his sister
began to kick rapidly behind her, and the wagon rattled off
and soon disappeared in the flying currents of sand.
That evening Dr. Archie was seated in his office, his desk
chair tilted back, reading by the light of a hot coal-oil lamp.
All the windows were open, but the night was breathless
after the sandstorm, and his hair was moist where it hung
over his forehead. He was deeply engrossed in his book
and sometimes smiled thoughtfully as he read. When
Thea Kronborg entered quietly and slipped into a seat, he
nodded, finished his paragraph, inserted a bookmark, and
rose to put the book back into the case. It was one out of
the long row of uniform volumes on the top shelf.
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"Nearly every time I come in, when you're alone, you're
reading one of those books," Thea remarked thoughtfully.
"They must be very nice."
The doctor dropped back into his swivel chair, the mot-
tled volume still in his hand. "They aren't exactly books,
Thea," he said seriously. "They're a city."
"A history, you mean?"
"Yes, and no. They're a history of a live city, not a
dead one. A Frenchman undertook to write about a whole
cityful of people, all the kinds he knew. And he got them
nearly all in, I guess. Yes, it's very interesting. You'll
like to read it some day, when you're grown up."
Thea leaned forward and made out the title on the back,
"A Distinguished Provincial in Paris."
"It doesn't sound very interesting."
"Perhaps not, but it is." The doctor scrutinized her
broad face, low enough to be in the direct light from under
the green lamp shade. "Yes," he went on with some sat-
isfaction, "I think you'll like them some day. You're
always curious about people, and I expect this man knew
more about people than anybody that ever lived."
"City people or country people?"
"Both. People are pretty much the same everywhere."
"Oh, no, they're not. The people who go through in the
dining-car aren't like us."
"What makes you think they aren't, my girl? Their
clothes?"
Thea shook her head. "No, it's something else. I don't
know." Her eyes shifted under the doctor's searching gaze
and she glanced up at the row of books. "How soon will
I be old enough to read them?"
"Soon enough, soon enough, little girl." The doctor
patted her hand and looked at her index finger. "The
nail's coming all right, isn't it? But I think that man
makes you practice too much. You have it on your mind
all the time." He had noticed that when she talked to him
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she was always opening and shutting her hands. "It makes
you nervous."
"No, he don't," Thea replied stubbornly, watching Dr.
Archie return the book to its niche.
He took up a black leather case, put on his hat, and they
went down the dark stairs into the street. The summer
moon hung full in the sky. For the time being, it was the
great fact in the world. Beyond the edge of the town the
plain was so white that every clump of sage stood out dis-
tinct from the sand, and the dunes looked like a shining
lake. The doctor took off his straw hat and carried it in his
hand as they walked toward Mexican Town, across the
sand.
North of Pueblo, Mexican settlements were rare in
Colorado then. This one had come about accidentally.
Spanish Johnny was the first Mexican who came to Moon-
stone. He was a painter and decorator, and had been
working in Trinidad, when Ray Kennedy told him there
was a "boom" on in Moonstone, and a good many new
buildings were going up. A year after Johnny settled in
Moonstone, his cousin, Famos Serrenos, came to work in
the brickyard; then Serrenos' cousins came to help him.
During the strike, the master mechanic put a gang of
Mexicans to work in the roundhouse. The Mexicans had
arrived so quietly, with their blankets and musical instru-
ments, that before Moonstone was awake to the fact, there
was a Mexican quarter; a dozen families or more.
As Thea and the doctor approached the 'dobe houses,
they heard a guitar, and a rich barytone voice--that of
Famos Serrenos--singing "La Golandrina." All the
Mexican houses had neat little yards, with tamarisk hedges
and flowers, and walks bordered with shells or white-
washed stones. Johnny's house was dark. His wife, Mrs.
Tellamantez, was sitting on the doorstep, combing her
long, blue-black hair. (Mexican women are like the Spar-
tans; when they are in trouble, in love, under stress of any
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kind, they comb and comb their hair.) She rose without
embarrassment or apology, comb in hand, and greeted the
doctor.
"Good-evening; will you go in?" she asked in a low,
musical voice. "He is in the back room. I will make a
light." She followed them indoors, lit a candle and handed
it to the doctor, pointing toward the bedroom. Then she
went back and sat down on her doorstep.
Dr. Archie and Thea went into the bedroom, which was
dark and quiet. There was a bed in the corner, and a man
was lying on the clean sheets. On the table beside him was
a glass pitcher, half-full of water. Spanish Johnny looked
younger than his wife, and when he was in health he was
very handsome: slender, gold-colored, with wavy black
hair, a round, smooth throat, white teeth, and burning
black eyes. His profile was strong and severe, like an
Indian's. What was termed his "wildness" showed itself
only in his feverish eyes and in the color that burned on his
tawny cheeks. That night he was a coppery green, and his
eyes were like black holes. He opened them when the doc-
tor held the candle before his face.
"MI TESTA!" he muttered, "MI TESTA, doctor. "LA
FIEBRE!" Seeing the doctor's companion at the foot of the bed, he
attempted a smile. "MUCHACHA!" he exclaimed deprecat-
ingly.
Dr. Archie stuck a thermometer into his mouth. "Now,
Thea, you can run outside and wait for me."
Thea slipped noiselessly through the dark house and
joined Mrs. Tellamantez. The somber Mexican woman
did not seem inclined to talk, but her nod was friendly.
Thea sat down on the warm sand, her back to the moon,
facing Mrs. Tellamantez on her doorstep, and began to
count the moonflowers on the vine that ran over the house.
Mrs. Tellamantez was always considered a very homely
woman. Her face was of a strongly marked type not sym-
pathetic to Americans. Such long, oval faces, with a full
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chin, a large, mobile mouth, a high nose, are not uncom-
mon in Spain. Mrs. Tellamantez could not write her name,
and could read but little. Her strong nature lived upon
itself. She was chiefly known in Moonstone for her forbear-
ance with her incorrigible husband.
Nobody knew exactly what was the matter with Johnny,
and everybody liked him. His popularity would have been
unusual for a white man, for a Mexican it was unprece-
dented. His talents were his undoing. He had a high,
uncertain tenor voice, and he played the mandolin with
exceptional skill. Periodically he went crazy. There was
no other way to explain his behavior. He was a clever
workman, and, when he worked, as regular and faithful
as a burro. Then some night he would fall in with a crowd
at the saloon and begin to sing. He would go on until
he had no voice left, until he wheezed and rasped. Then
he would play his mandolin furiously, and drink until his
eyes sank back into his head. At last, when he was put
out of the saloon at closing time, and could get nobody
to listen to him, he would run away--along the railroad
track, straight across the desert. He always managed to
get aboard a freight somewhere. Once beyond Denver,
he played his way southward from saloon to saloon until
he got across the border. He never wrote to his wife; but
she would soon begin to get newspapers from La Junta,
Albuquerque, Chihuahua, with marked paragraphs an-
nouncing that Juan Tellamantez and his wonderful man-
dolin could be heard at the Jack Rabbit Grill, or the Pearl
of Cadiz Saloon. Mrs. Tellamantez waited and wept and
combed her hair. When he was completely wrung out and
burned up,--all but destroyed,--her Juan always came
back to her to be taken care of,--once with an ugly knife
wound in the neck, once with a finger missing from his
right hand,--but he played just as well with three fingers
as he had with four.
Public sentiment was lenient toward Johnny, but every-
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body was disgusted with Mrs. Tellamantez for putting up
with him. She ought to discipline him, people said; she
ought to leave him; she had no self-respect. In short, Mrs.
Tellamantez got all the blame. Even Thea thought she
was much too humble. To-night, as she sat with her back
to the moon, looking at the moonflowers and Mrs. Tella-
mantez's somber face, she was thinking that there is noth-
ing so sad in the world as that kind of patience and resigna-
tion. It was much worse than Johnny's craziness. She even
wondered whether it did not help to make Johnny crazy.
People had no right to be so passive and resigned. She
would like to roll over and over in the sand and screech at
Mrs. Tellamantez. She was glad when the doctor came out.
The Mexican woman rose and stood respectful and ex-
pectant. The doctor held his hat in his hand and looked
kindly at her.
"Same old thing, Mrs. Tellamantez. He's no worse than
he's been before. I've left some medicine. Don't give him
anything but toast water until I see him again. You're a
good nurse; you'll get him out." Dr. Archie smiled en-
couragingly. He glanced about the little garden and
wrinkled his brows. "I can't see what makes him behave
so. He's killing himself, and he's not a rowdy sort of fel-
low. Can't you tie him up someway? Can't you tell when
these fits are coming on?"
Mrs. Tellamantez put her hand to her forehead. "The
saloon, doctor, the excitement; that is what makes him.
People listen to him, and it excites him."
The doctor shook his head. "Maybe. He's too much for
my calculations. I don't see what he gets out of it."
"He is always fooled,"--the Mexican woman spoke
rapidly and tremulously, her long under lip quivering.
"He is good at heart, but he has no head. He fools himself.
You do not understand in this country, you are progressive.
But he has no judgment, and he is fooled." She stooped
quickly, took up one of the white conch-shells that bordered
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the walk, and, with an apologetic inclination of her head,
held it to Dr. Archie's ear. "Listen, doctor. You hear
something in there? You hear the sea; and yet the sea is
very far from here. You have judgment, and you know
that. But he is fooled. To him, it is the sea itself. A
little thing is big to him." She bent and placed the shell
in the white row, with its fellows. Thea took it up softly
and pressed it to her own ear. The sound in it startled
her; it was like something calling one. So that was why
Johnny ran away. There was something awe-inspiring
about Mrs. Tellamantez and her shell.
Thea caught Dr. Archie's hand and squeezed it hard
as she skipped along beside him back toward Moonstone.
She went home, and the doctor went back to his lamp
and his book. He never left his office until after midnight.
If he did not play whist or pool in the evening, he read.
It had become a habit with him to lose himself.
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VII
Thea's twelfth birthday had passed a few weeks
before her memorable call upon Mrs. Tellamantez.
There was a worthy man in Moonstone who was already
planning to marry Thea as soon as she should be old enough.
His name was Ray Kennedy, his age was thirty, and he was
conductor on a freight train, his run being from Moonstone
to Denver. Ray was a big fellow, with a square, open
American face, a rock chin, and features that one would
never happen to remember. He was an aggressive idealist,
a freethinker, and, like most railroad men, deeply senti-
mental. Thea liked him for reasons that had to do with
the adventurous life he had led in Mexico and the South-
west, rather than for anything very personal. She liked
him, too, because he was the only one of her friends who
ever took her to the sand hills. The sand hills were a con-
stant tantalization; she loved them better than anything
near Moonstone, and yet she could so seldom get to them.
The first dunes were accessible enough; they were only a
few miles beyond the Kohlers', and she could run out there
any day when she could do her practicing in the morning
and get Thor off her hands for an afternoon. But the real
hills--the Turquoise Hills, the Mexicans called them--
were ten good miles away, and one reached them by a
heavy, sandy road. Dr. Archie sometimes took Thea on
his long drives, but as nobody lived in the sand hills, he
never had calls to make in that direction. Ray Kennedy
was her only hope of getting there.
This summer Thea had not been to the hills once, though
Ray had planned several Sunday expeditions. Once Thor
was sick, and once the organist in her father's church was
away and Thea had to play the organ for the three Sunday
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services. But on the first Sunday in September, Ray drove
up to the Kronborgs' front gate at nine o'clock in the morn-
ing and the party actually set off. Gunner and Axel went
with Thea, and Ray had asked Spanish Johnny to come
and to bring Mrs. Tellamantez and his mandolin. Ray was
artlessly fond of music, especially of Mexican music. He
and Mrs. Tellamantez had got up the lunch between them,
and they were to make coffee in the desert.
When they left Mexican Town, Thea was on the front
seat with Ray and Johnny, and Gunner and Axel sat be-
hind with Mrs. Tellamantez. They objected to this, of
course, but there were some things about which Thea would
have her own way. "As stubborn as a Finn," Mrs. Kron-
borg sometimes said of her, quoting an old Swedish saying.
When they passed the Kohlers', old Fritz and Wunsch
were cutting grapes at the arbor. Thea gave them a busi-
nesslike nod. Wunsch came to the gate and looked after
them. He divined Ray Kennedy's hopes, and he dis-
trusted every expedition that led away from the piano.
Unconsciously he made Thea pay for frivolousness of this
sort.
As Ray Kennedy's party followed the faint road across
the sagebrush, they heard behind them the sound of church
bells, which gave them a sense of escape and boundless
freedom. Every rabbit that shot across the path, every
sage hen that flew up by the trail, was like a runaway
thought, a message that one sent into the desert. As they
went farther, the illusion of the mirage became more in-
stead of less convincing; a shallow silver lake that spread
for many miles, a little misty in the sunlight. Here and
there one saw reflected the image of a heifer, turned loose
to live upon the sparse sand-grass. They were magnified
to a preposterous height and looked like mammoths, pre-
historic beasts standing solitary in the waters that for
many thousands of years actually washed over that desert;
--the mirage itself may be the ghost of that long-vanished
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sea. Beyond the phantom lake lay the line of many-colored
hills; rich, sun-baked yellow, glowing turquoise, lavender,
purple; all the open, pastel colors of the desert.
After the first five miles the road grew heavier. The
horses had to slow down to a walk and the wheels sank
deep into the sand, which now lay in long ridges, like waves,
where the last high wind had drifted it. Two hours brought
the party to Pedro's Cup, named for a Mexican desperado
who had once held the sheriff at bay there. The Cup was a
great amphitheater, cut out in the hills, its floor smooth
and packed hard, dotted with sagebrush and greasewood.
On either side of the Cup the yellow hills ran north and
south, with winding ravines between them, full of soft sand
which drained down from the crumbling banks. On the
surface of this fluid sand, one could find bits of brilliant
stone, crystals and agates and onyx, and petrified wood as
red as blood. Dried toads and lizards were to be found
there, too. Birds, decomposing more rapidly, left only
feathered skeletons.
After a little reconnoitering, Mrs. Tellamantez declared
that it was time for lunch, and Ray took his hatchet and
began to cut greasewood, which burns fiercely in its green
state. The little boys dragged the bushes to the spot that
Mrs. Tellamantez had chosen for her fire. Mexican women
like to cook out of doors.
After lunch Thea sent Gunner and Axel to hunt for
agates. "If you see a rattlesnake, run. Don't try to kill
it," she enjoined.
Gunner hesitated. "If Ray would let me take the
hatchet, I could kill one all right."
Mrs. Tellamantez smiled and said something to Johnny
in Spanish.
"Yes," her husband replied, translating, "they say in
Mexico, kill a snake but never hurt his feelings. Down in
the hot country, MUCHACHA," turning to Thea, "people
keep a pet snake in the house to kill rats and mice. They
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call him the house snake. They keep a little mat for him
by the fire, and at night he curl up there and sit with the
family, just as friendly!"
Gunner sniffed with disgust. "Well, I think that's a
dirty Mexican way to keep house; so there!"
Johnny shrugged his shoulders. "Perhaps," he muttered.
A Mexican learns to dive below insults or soar above them,
after he crosses the border.
By this time the south wall of the amphitheater cast a
narrow shelf of shadow, and the party withdrew to this
refuge. Ray and Johnny began to talk about the Grand
Canyon and Death Valley, two places much shrouded in
mystery in those days, and Thea listened intently. Mrs.
Tellamantez took out her drawn-work and pinned it to her
knee. Ray could talk well about the large part of the conti-
nent over which he had been knocked about, and Johnny
was appreciative.
"You been all over, pretty near. Like a Spanish boy,"
he commented respectfully.
Ray, who had taken off his coat, whetted his pocket-
knife thoughtfully on the sole of his shoe. "I began to
browse around early. I had a mind to see something of this
world, and I ran away from home before I was twelve.
Rustled for myself ever since."
"Ran away?" Johnny looked hopeful. "What for?"
"Couldn't make it go with my old man, and didn't take
to farming. There were plenty of boys at home. I wasn't
missed."
Thea wriggled down in the hot sand and rested her chin
on her arm. "Tell Johnny about the melons, Ray, please
do!"
Ray's solid, sunburned cheeks grew a shade redder, and
he looked reproachfully at Thea. "You're stuck on that
story, kid. You like to get the laugh on me, don't you?
That was the finishing split I had with my old man, John.
He had a claim along the creek, not far from Denver, and
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raised a little garden stuff for market. One day he had a
load of melons and he decided to take 'em to town and sell
'em along the street, and he made me go along and drive
for him. Denver wasn't the queen city it is now, by any
means, but it seemed a terrible big place to me; and when
we got there, if he didn't make me drive right up Capitol
Hill! Pap got out and stopped at folkses houses to ask if
they didn't want to buy any melons, and I was to drive
along slow. The farther I went the madder I got, but I was
trying to look unconscious, when the end-gate came loose
and one of the melons fell out and squashed. Just then a
swell girl, all dressed up, comes out of one of the big houses
and calls out, `Hello, boy, you're losing your melons!'
Some dudes on the other side of the street took their hats
off to her and began to laugh. I couldn't stand it any
longer. I grabbed the whip and lit into that team, and they
tore up the hill like jack-rabbits, them damned melons
bouncing out the back every jump, the old man cussin' an'
yellin' behind and everybody laughin'. I never looked be-
hind, but the whole of Capitol Hill must have been a mess
with them squashed melons. I didn't stop the team till I
got out of sight of town. Then I pulled up an' left 'em with
a rancher I was acquainted with, and I never went home to
get the lickin' that was waitin' for me. I expect it's waitin'
for me yet."
Thea rolled over in the sand. "Oh, I wish I could have
seen those melons fly, Ray! I'll never see anything as
funny as that. Now, tell Johnny about your first job."
Ray had a collection of good stories. He was observant,
truthful, and kindly--perhaps the chief requisites in a
good story-teller. Occasionally he used newspaper phrases,
conscientiously learned in his efforts at self-instruction, but
when he talked naturally he was always worth listening to.
Never having had any schooling to speak of, he had, almost
from the time he first ran away, tried to make good his loss.
As a sheep-herder he had worried an old grammar to tatters,
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and read instructive books with the help of a pocket dic-
tionary. By the light of many camp-fires he had pondered
upon Prescott's histories, and the works of Washington
Irving, which he bought at a high price from a book-agent.
Mathematics and physics were easy for him, but general
culture came hard, and he was determined to get it. Ray
was a freethinker, and inconsistently believed himself
damned for being one. When he was braking, down on the
Santa Fe, at the end of his run he used to climb into the
upper bunk of the caboose, while a noisy gang played poker
about the stove below him, and by the roof-lamp read
Robert Ingersoll's speeches and "The Age of Reason."
Ray was a loyal-hearted fellow, and it had cost him a
great deal to give up his God. He was one of the step-
children of Fortune, and he had very little to show for all
his hard work; the other fellow always got the best of it.
He had come in too late, or too early, on several schemes
that had made money. He brought with him from all his
wanderings a good deal of information (more or less correct
in itself, but unrelated, and therefore misleading), a high
standard of personal honor, a sentimental veneration for
all women, bad as well as good, and a bitter hatred of
Englishmen. Thea often thought that the nicest thing
about Ray was his love for Mexico and the Mexicans, who
had been kind to him when he drifted, a homeless boy, over
the border. In Mexico, Ray was Senor Ken-ay-dy, and
when he answered to that name he was somehow a different
fellow. He spoke Spanish fluently, and the sunny warmth
of that tongue kept him from being quite as hard as his
chin, or as narrow as his popular science.
While Ray was smoking his cigar, he and Johnny fell to
talking about the great fortunes that had been made in
the Southwest, and about fellows they knew who had
"struck it rich."
"I guess you been in on some big deals down there?"
Johnny asked trustfully.
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Ray smiled and shook his head. "I've been out on some,
John. I've never been exactly in on any. So far, I've either
held on too long or let go too soon. But mine's coming to
me, all right." Ray looked reflective. He leaned back in
the shadow and dug out a rest for his elbow in the sand.
"The narrowest escape I ever had, was in the Bridal Cham-
ber. If I hadn't let go there, it would have made me rich.
That was a close call."
Johnny looked delighted. "You don' say! She was silver
mine, I guess?"
"I guess she was! Down at Lake Valley. I put up a few
hundred for the prospector, and he gave me a bunch of
stock. Before we'd got anything out of it, my brother-in-
law died of the fever in Cuba. My sister was beside herself
to get his body back to Colorado to bury him. Seemed
foolish to me, but she's the only sister I got. It's expensive
for dead folks to travel, and I had to sell my stock in the
mine to raise the money to get Elmer on the move. Two
months afterward, the boys struck that big pocket in the
rock, full of virgin silver. They named her the Bridal
Chamber. It wasn't ore, you remember. It was pure, soft
metal you could have melted right down into dollars. The
boys cut it out with chisels. If old Elmer hadn't played
that trick on me, I'd have been in for about fifty thousand.
That was a close call, Spanish."
"I recollec'. When the pocket gone, the town go bust."
"You bet. Higher'n a kite. There was no vein, just a
pocket in the rock that had sometime or another got filled
up with molten silver. You'd think there would be more
somewhere about, but NADA. There's fools digging holes in
that mountain yet."
When Ray had finished his cigar, Johnny took his man-
dolin and began Kennedy's favorite, "Ultimo Amor." It
was now three o'clock in the afternoon, the hottest hour
in the day. The narrow shelf of shadow had widened until
the floor of the amphitheater was marked off in two halves,
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one glittering yellow, and one purple. The little boys had
come back and were making a robbers' cave to enact the
bold deeds of Pedro the bandit. Johnny, stretched grace-
fully on the sand, passed from "Ultimo Amor" to "Fluvia
de Oro," and then to "Noches de Algeria," playing lan-
guidly.
Every one was busy with his own thoughts. Mrs.
Tellamantez was thinking of the square in the little town
in which she was born; of the white churchsteps, with
people genuflecting as they passed, and the round-topped
acacia trees, and the band playing in the plaza. Ray Ken-
nedy was thinking of the future, dreaming the large Western
dream of easy money, of a fortune kicked up somewhere in
the hills,--an oil well, a gold mine, a ledge of copper. He
always told himself, when he accepted a cigar from a newly
married railroad man, that he knew enough not to marry
until he had found his ideal, and could keep her like a queen.
He believed that in the yellow head over there in the sand
he had found his ideal, and that by the time she was old
enough to marry, he would be able to keep her like a queen.
He would kick it up from somewhere, when he got loose
from the railroad.
Thea, stirred by tales of adventure, of the Grand Canyon
and Death Valley, was recalling a great adventure of her
own. Early in the summer her father had been invited to
conduct a reunion of old frontiersmen, up in Wyoming,
near Laramie, and he took Thea along with him to play
the organ and sing patriotic songs. There they stayed
at the house of an old ranchman who told them about
a ridge up in the hills called Laramie Plain, where the
wagon-trails of the Forty-niners and the Mormons were
still visible. The old man even volunteered to take Mr.
Kronborg up into the hills to see this place, though it was
a very long drive to make in one day. Thea had begged
frantically to go along, and the old rancher, flattered by
her rapt attention to his stories, had interceded for her.
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They set out from Laramie before daylight, behind a strong
team of mules. All the way there was much talk of the
Forty-niners. The old rancher had been a teamster in a
freight train that used to crawl back and forth across the
plains between Omaha and Cherry Creek, as Denver was
then called, and he had met many a wagon train bound for
California. He told of Indians and buffalo, thirst and
slaughter, wanderings in snowstorms, and lonely graves
in the desert.
The road they followed was a wild and beautiful one. It
led up and up, by granite rocks and stunted pines, around
deep ravines and echoing gorges. The top of the ridge, when
they reached it, was a great flat plain, strewn with white
boulders, with the wind howling over it. There was not one
trail, as Thea had expected; there were a score; deep fur-
rows, cut in the earth by heavy wagon wheels, and now
grown over with dry, whitish grass. The furrows ran side
by side; when one trail had been worn too deep, the next
party had abandoned it and made a new trail to the right
or left. They were, indeed, only old wagon ruts, running
east and west, and grown over with grass. But as Thea ran
about among the white stones, her skirts blowing this way
and that, the wind brought to her eyes tears that might
have come anyway. The old rancher picked up an iron
ox-shoe from one of the furrows and gave it to her for a
keepsake. To the west one could see range after range of
blue mountains, and at last the snowy range, with its white,
windy peaks, the clouds caught here and there on their
spurs. Again and again Thea had to hide her face from the
cold for a moment. The wind never slept on this plain, the
old man said. Every little while eagles flew over.
Coming up from Laramie, the old man had told them
that he was in Brownsville, Nebraska, when the first tele-
graph wires were put across the Missouri River, and that
the first message that ever crossed the river was "West-
ward the course of Empire takes its way." He had been
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in the room when the instrument began to click, and all
the men there had, without thinking what they were doing,
taken off their hats, waiting bareheaded to hear the mes-
sage translated. Thea remembered that message when she
sighted down the wagon tracks toward the blue moun-
tains. She told herself she would never, never forget it.
The spirit of human courage seemed to live up there with
the eagles. For long after, when she was moved by a
Fourth-of-July oration, or a band, or a circus parade, she
was apt to remember that windy ridge.
To-day she went to sleep while she was thinking about
it. When Ray wakened her, the horses were hitched to the
wagon and Gunner and Axel were begging for a place on
the front seat. The air had cooled, the sun was setting, and
the desert was on fire. Thea contentedly took the back seat
with Mrs. Tellamantez. As they drove homeward the stars
began to come out, pale yellow in a yellow sky, and Ray
and Johnny began to sing one of those railroad ditties that
are usually born on the Southern Pacific and run the length
of the Santa Fe and the "Q" system before they die to give
place to a new one. This was a song about a Greaser dance,
the refrain being something like this:--
"Pedro, Pedro, swing high, swing low,
And it's allamand left again;
For there's boys that's bold and there's some that's cold,
But the gold boys come from Spain,
Oh, the gold boys come from Spain!"
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VIII
Winter was long in coming that year. Throughout
October the days were bathed in sunlight and the
air was clear as crystal. The town kept its cheerful sum-
mer aspect, the desert glistened with light, the sand hills
every day went through magical changes of color. The
scarlet sage bloomed late in the front yards, the cottonwood
leaves were bright gold long before they fell, and it was not
until November that the green on the tamarisks began to
cloud and fade. There was a flurry of snow about Thanks-
giving, and then December came on warm and clear.
Thea had three music pupils now, little girls whose
mothers declared that Professor Wunsch was "much too
severe." They took their lessons on Saturday, and this, of
course, cut down her time for play. She did not really mind
this because she was allowed to use the money--her pupils
paid her twenty-five cents a lesson--to fit up a little room
for herself upstairs in the half-story. It was the end room
of the wing, and was not plastered, but was snugly lined
with soft pine. The ceiling was so low that a grown person
could reach it with the palm of the hand, and it sloped down
on either side. There was only one window, but it was a
double one and went to the floor. In October, while the
days were still warm, Thea and Tillie papered the room,
walls and ceiling in the same paper, small red and brown
roses on a yellowish ground. Thea bought a brown cotton
carpet, and her big brother, Gus, put it down for her one
Sunday. She made white cheesecloth curtains and hung
them on a tape. Her mother gave her an old walnut dresser
with a broken mirror, and she had her own dumpy walnut
single bed, and a blue washbowl and pitcher which she had
drawn at a church fair lottery. At the head of her bed she
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had a tall round wooden hat-crate, from the clothing store.
This, standing on end and draped with cretonne, made a
fairly steady table for her lantern. She was not allowed to
take a lamp upstairs, so Ray Kennedy gave her a railroad
lantern by which she could read at night.
In winter this loft room of Thea's was bitterly cold, but
against her mother's advice--and Tillie's--she always
left her window open a little way. Mrs. Kronborg declared
that she "had no patience with American physiology,"
though the lessons about the injurious effects of alcohol
and tobacco were well enough for the boys. Thea asked
Dr. Archie about the window, and he told her that a girl
who sang must always have plenty of fresh air, or her voice
would get husky, and that the cold would harden her
throat. The important thing, he said, was to keep your
feet warm. On very cold nights Thea always put a brick
in the oven after supper, and when she went upstairs she
wrapped it in an old flannel petticoat and put it in her
bed. The boys, who would never heat bricks for them-
selves, sometimes carried off Thea's, and thought it a good
joke to get ahead of her.
When Thea first plunged in between her red blankets,
the cold sometimes kept her awake for a good while, and
she comforted herself by remembering all she could of
"Polar Explorations," a fat, calf-bound volume her father
had bought from a book-agent, and by thinking about the
members of Greely's party: how they lay in their frozen
sleeping-bags, each man hoarding the warmth of his own
body and trying to make it last as long as possible against
the on-coming cold that would be everlasting. After half
an hour or so, a warm wave crept over her body and round,
sturdy legs; she glowed like a little stove with the warmth
of her own blood, and the heavy quilts and red blankets
grew warm wherever they touched her, though her breath
sometimes froze on the coverlid. Before daylight, her inter-
nal fires went down a little, and she often wakened to find
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herself drawn up into a tight ball, somewhat stiff in the legs.
But that made it all the easier to get up.
The acquisition of this room was the beginning of a new
era in Thea's life. It was one of the most important things
that ever happened to her. Hitherto, except in summer,
when she could be out of doors, she had lived in constant
turmoil; the family, the day school, the Sunday-School.
The clamor about her drowned the voice within herself. In
the end of the wing, separated from the other upstairs
sleeping-rooms by a long, cold, unfinished lumber room,
her mind worked better. She thought things out more
clearly. Pleasant plans and ideas occurred to her which had
never come before. She had certain thoughts which were
like companions, ideas which were like older and wiser
friends. She left them there in the morning, when she fin-
ished dressing in the cold, and at night, when she came up
with her lantern and shut the door after a busy day, she
found them awaiting her. There was no possible way of
heating the room, but that was fortunate, for otherwise it
would have been occupied by one of her older brothers.
From the time when she moved up into the wing, Thea
began to live a double life. During the day, when the hours
were full of tasks, she was one of the Kronborg children, but
at night she was a different person. On Friday and Satur-
day nights she always read for a long while after she was in
bed. She had no clock, and there was no one to nag her.
Ray Kennedy, on his way from the depot to his boarding-
house, often looked up and saw Thea's light burning when
the rest of the house was dark, and felt cheered as by a
friendly greeting. He was a faithful soul, and many dis-
appointments had not changed his nature. He was still,
at heart, the same boy who, when he was sixteen, had set-
tled down to freeze with his sheep in a Wyoming blizzard,
and had been rescued only to play the losing game of fidel-
ity to other charges.
Ray had no very clear idea of what might be going on
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in Thea's head, but he knew that something was. He used
to remark to Spanish Johnny, "That girl is developing
something fine." Thea was patient with Ray, even in
regard to the liberties he took with her name. Outside the
family, every one in Moonstone, except Wunsch and Dr.
Archie, called her "Thee-a," but this seemed cold and dis-
tant to Ray, so he called her "Thee." Once, in a moment
of exasperation, Thea asked him why he did this, and he
explained that he once had a chum, Theodore, whose
name was always abbreviated thus, and that since he was
killed down on the Santa Fe, it seemed natural to call
somebody "Thee." Thea sighed and submitted. She was
always helpless before homely sentiment and usually
changed the subject.
It was the custom for each of the different Sunday-
Schools in Moonstone to give a concert on Christmas Eve.
But this year all the churches were to unite and give, as
was announced from the pulpits, "a semi-sacred concert
of picked talent" at the opera house. The Moonstone
Orchestra, under the direction of Professor Wunsch, was
to play, and the most talented members of each Sunday-
School were to take part in the programme. Thea was put
down by the committee "for instrumental." This made
her indignant, for the vocal numbers were always more
popular. Thea went to the president of the committee and
demanded hotly if her rival, Lily Fisher, were going to sing.
The president was a big, florid, powdered woman, a fierce
W.C.T.U. worker, one of Thea's natural enemies. Her
name was Johnson; her husband kept the livery stable, and
she was called Mrs. Livery Johnson, to distinguish her
from other families of the same surname. Mrs. Johnson
was a prominent Baptist, and Lily Fisher was the Baptist
prodigy. There was a not very Christian rivalry between
the Baptist Church and Mr. Kronborg's church.
When Thea asked Mrs. Johnson whether her rival was
to be allowed to sing, Mrs. Johnson, with an eagerness
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which told how she had waited for this moment, replied
that "Lily was going to recite to be obliging, and to give
other children a chance to sing." As she delivered this
thrust, her eyes glittered more than the Ancient Mariner's,
Thea thought. Mrs. Johnson disapproved of the way in
which Thea was being brought up, of a child whose chosen
associates were Mexicans and sinners, and who was, as she
pointedly put it, "bold with men." She so enjoyed an op-
portunity to rebuke Thea, that, tightly corseted as she was,
she could scarcely control her breathing, and her lace and
her gold watch chain rose and fell "with short, uneasy
motion." Frowning, Thea turned away and walked slowly
homeward. She suspected guile. Lily Fisher was the most
stuck-up doll in the world, and it was certainly not like her
to recite to be obliging. Nobody who could sing ever recited,
because the warmest applause always went to the singers.
However, when the programme was printed in the Moon-
stone GLEAM, there it was: "Instrumental solo, Thea
Kronborg. Recitation, Lily Fisher."
Because his orchestra was to play for the concert, Mr.
Wunsch imagined that he had been put in charge of the
music, and he became arrogant. He insisted that Thea
should play a "Ballade" by Reinecke. When Thea con-
sulted her mother, Mrs. Kronborg agreed with her that the
"Ballade" would "never take" with a Moonstone audi-
ence. She advised Thea to play "something with varia-
tions," or, at least, "The Invitation to the Dance."
"It makes no matter what they like," Wunsch replied
to Thea's entreaties. "It is time already that they learn
something."
Thea's fighting powers had been impaired by an ulcer-
ated tooth and consequent loss of sleep, so she gave in. She
finally had the molar pulled, though it was a second tooth
and should have been saved. The dentist was a clumsy,
ignorant country boy, and Mr. Kronborg would not hear
of Dr. Archie's taking Thea to a dentist in Denver, though
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Ray Kennedy said he could get a pass for her. What with
the pain of the tooth, and family discussions about it, with
trying to make Christmas presents and to keep up her
school work and practicing, and giving lessons on Satur-
days, Thea was fairly worn out.
On Christmas Eve she was nervous and excited. It
was the first time she had ever played in the opera house,
and she had never before had to face so many people.
Wunsch would not let her play with her notes, and she was
afraid of forgetting. Before the concert began, all the par-
ticipants had to assemble on the stage and sit there to be
looked at. Thea wore her white summer dress and a blue
sash, but Lily Fisher had a new pink silk, trimmed with
white swansdown.
The hall was packed. It seemed as if every one in Moon-
stone was there, even Mrs. Kohler, in her hood, and old
Fritz. The seats were wooden kitchen chairs, numbered,
and nailed to long planks which held them together in
rows. As the floor was not raised, the chairs were all on the
same level. The more interested persons in the audience
peered over the heads of the people in front of them to get
a good view of the stage. From the platform Thea picked
out many friendly faces. There was Dr. Archie, who never
went to church entertainments; there was the friendly
jeweler who ordered her music for her,--he sold accor-
dions and guitars as well as watches,--and the druggist
who often lent her books, and her favorite teacher from the
school. There was Ray Kennedy, with a party of freshly
barbered railroad men he had brought along with him.
There was Mrs. Kronborg with all the children, even Thor,
who had been brought out in a new white plush coat. At
the back of the hall sat a little group of Mexicans, and
among them Thea caught the gleam of Spanish Johnny's
white teeth, and of Mrs. Tellamantez's lustrous, smoothly
coiled black hair.
After the orchestra played "Selections from Erminie,"
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and the Baptist preacher made a long prayer, Tillie Kron-
borg came on with a highly colored recitation, "The Polish
Boy." When it was over every one breathed more freely.
No committee had the courage to leave Tillie off a pro-
gramme. She was accepted as a trying feature of every
entertainment. The Progressive Euchre Club was the only
social organization in the town that entirely escaped Tillie.
After Tillie sat down, the Ladies' Quartette sang, "Beloved,
it is Night," and then it was Thea's turn.
The "Ballade" took ten minutes, which was five minutes
too long. The audience grew restive and fell to whispering.
Thea could hear Mrs. Livery Johnson's bracelets jangling
as she fanned herself, and she could hear her father's nerv-
ous, ministerial cough. Thor behaved better than any
one else. When Thea bowed and returned to her seat at the
back of the stage there was the usual applause, but it was
vigorous only from the back of the house where the Mexi-
cans sat, and from Ray Kennedy's CLAQUEURS. Any one could
see that a good-natured audience had been bored.
Because Mr. Kronborg's sister was on the programme,
it had also been necessary to ask the Baptist preacher's
wife's cousin to sing. She was a "deep alto" from McCook,
and she sang, "Thy Sentinel Am I." After her came Lily
Fisher. Thea's rival was also a blonde, but her hair was
much heavier than Thea's, and fell in long round curls over
her shoulders. She was the angel-child of the Baptists, and
looked exactly like the beautiful children on soap calen-
dars. Her pink-and-white face, her set smile of innocence,
were surely born of a color-press. She had long, drooping
eyelashes, a little pursed-up mouth, and narrow, pointed
teeth, like a squirrel's.
Lily began:--
"ROCK OF AGES, CLEFT FOR ME, carelessly the maiden
sang."
Thea drew a long breath. That was the game; it was a
recitation and a song in one. Lily trailed the hymn
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through half a dozen verses with great effect. The Baptist
preacher had announced at the beginning of the concert
that "owing to the length of the programme, there would
be no encores." But the applause which followed Lily to
her seat was such an unmistakable expression of enthusi-
asm that Thea had to admit Lily was justified in going
back. She was attended this time by Mrs. Livery Johnson
herself, crimson with triumph and gleaming-eyed, nerv-
ously rolling and unrolling a sheet of music. She took off
her bracelets and played Lily's accompaniment. Lily had
the effrontery to come out with, "She sang the song of
Home, Sweet Home, the song that touched my heart." But
this did not surprise Thea; as Ray said later in the evening,
"the cards had been stacked against her from the begin-
ning." The next issue of the GLEAM correctly stated that
"unquestionably the honors of the evening must be ac-
corded to Miss Lily Fisher." The Baptists had everything
their own way.
After the concert Ray Kennedy joined the Kronborgs'
party and walked home with them. Thea was grateful for
his silent sympathy, even while it irritated her. She in-
wardly vowed that she would never take another lesson
from old Wunsch. She wished that her father would not
keep cheerfully singing, "When Shepherds Watched," as
he marched ahead, carrying Thor. She felt that silence
would become the Kronborgs for a while. As a family,
they somehow seemed a little ridiculous, trooping along in
the starlight. There were so many of them, for one thing.
Then Tillie was so absurd. She was giggling and talking
to Anna just as if she had not made, as even Mrs. Kronborg
admitted, an exhibition of herself.
When they got home, Ray took a box from his overcoat
pocket and slipped it into Thea's hand as he said good-
night. They all hurried in to the glowing stove in the
parlor. The sleepy children were sent to bed. Mrs. Kron-
borg and Anna stayed up to fill the stockings.
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"I guess you're tired, Thea. You needn't stay up."
Mrs. Kronborg's clear and seemingly indifferent eye usu-
ally measured Thea pretty accurately.
Thea hesitated. She glanced at the presents laid out on
the dining-room table, but they looked unattractive. Even
the brown plush monkey she had bought for Thor with such
enthusiasm seemed to have lost his wise and humorous
expression. She murmured, "All right," to her mother, lit
her lantern, and went upstairs.
Ray's box contained a hand-painted white satin fan,
with pond lilies--an unfortunate reminder. Thea smiled
grimly and tossed it into her upper drawer. She was not
to be consoled by toys. She undressed quickly and stood
for some time in the cold, frowning in the broken looking-
glass at her flaxen pig-tails, at her white neck and arms.
Her own broad, resolute face set its chin at her, her eyes
flashed into her own defiantly. Lily Fisher was pretty, and
she was willing to be just as big a fool as people wanted her
to be. Very well; Thea Kronborg wasn't. She would rather
be hated than be stupid, any day. She popped into bed and
read stubbornly at a queer paper book the drug-store man
had given her because he couldn't sell it. She had trained
herself to put her mind on what she was doing, otherwise
she would have come to grief with her complicated daily
schedule. She read, as intently as if she had not been
flushed with anger, the strange "Musical Memories" of
the Reverend H. R. Haweis. At last she blew out the lan-
tern and went to sleep. She had many curious dreams that
night. In one of them Mrs. Tellamantez held her shell to
Thea's ear, and she heard the roaring, as before, and dis-
tant voices calling, "Lily Fisher! Lily Fisher!"
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IX
Mr. Kronborg considered Thea a remarkable child;
but so were all his children remarkable. If one of the
business men downtown remarked to him that he "had
a mighty bright little girl, there," he admitted it, and
at once began to explain what a "long head for business"
his son Gus had, or that Charley was "a natural electri-
cian," and had put in a telephone from the house to the
preacher's study behind the church.
Mrs. Kronborg watched her daughter thoughtfully. She
found her more interesting than her other children, and
she took her more seriously, without thinking much about
why she did so. The other children had to be guided, di-
rected, kept from conflicting with one another. Charley
and Gus were likely to want the same thing, and to quarrel
about it. Anna often demanded unreasonable service from
her older brothers; that they should sit up until after mid-
night to bring her home from parties when she did not like
the youth who had offered himself as her escort; or that
they should drive twelve miles into the country, on a winter
night, to take her to a ranch dance, after they had been
working hard all day. Gunner often got bored with his own
clothes or stilts or sled, and wanted Axel's. But Thea, from
the time she was a little thing, had her own routine. She
kept out of every one's way, and was hard to manage only
when the other children interfered with her. Then there
was trouble indeed: bursts of temper which used to alarm
Mrs. Kronborg. "You ought to know enough to let Thea
alone. She lets you alone," she often said to the other
children.
One may have staunch friends in one's own family, but
one seldom has admirers. Thea, however, had one in the
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person of her addle-pated aunt, Tillie Kronborg. In older
countries, where dress and opinions and manners are not
so thoroughly standardized as in our own West, there is a
belief that people who are foolish about the more obvious
things of life are apt to have peculiar insight into what lies
beyond the obvious. The old woman who can never learn
not to put the kerosene can on the stove, may yet be able
to tell fortunes, to persuade a backward child to grow, to
cure warts, or to tell people what to do with a young girl
who has gone melancholy. Tillie's mind was a curious
machine; when she was awake it went round like a wheel
when the belt has slipped off, and when she was asleep
she dreamed follies. But she had intuitions. She knew,
for instance, that Thea was different from the other Kron-
borgs, worthy though they all were. Her romantic im-
agination found possibilities in her niece. When she was
sweeping or ironing, or turning the ice-cream freezer at a
furious rate, she often built up brilliant futures for Thea,
adapting freely the latest novel she had read.
Tillie made enemies for her niece among the church
people because, at sewing societies and church suppers, she
sometimes spoke vauntingly, with a toss of her head, just
as if Thea's "wonderfulness" were an accepted fact in
Moonstone, like Mrs. Archie's stinginess, or Mrs. Livery
Johnson's duplicity. People declared that, on this subject,
Tillie made them tired.
Tillie belonged to a dramatic club that once a year per-
formed in the Moonstone Opera House such plays as
"Among the Breakers," and "The Veteran of 1812." Tillie
played character parts, the flirtatious old maid or the
spiteful INTRIGANTE. She used to study her parts up in the
attic at home. While she was committing the lines, she
got Gunner or Anna to hold the book for her, but when
she began "to bring out the expression," as she said,
she used, very timorously, to ask Thea to hold the book.
Thea was usually--not always--agreeable about it. Her
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mother had told her that, since she had some influence
with Tillie, it would be a good thing for them all if she could
tone her down a shade and "keep her from taking on any
worse than need be." Thea would sit on the foot of Tillie's
bed, her feet tucked under her, and stare at the silly text.
"I wouldn't make so much fuss, there, Tillie," she would
remark occasionally; "I don't see the point in it"; or,
"What do you pitch your voice so high for? It don't carry
half as well."
"I don't see how it comes Thea is so patient with Til-
lie," Mrs. Kronborg more than once remarked to her hus-
band. "She ain't patient with most people, but it seems
like she's got a peculiar patience for Tillie."
Tillie always coaxed Thea to go "behind the scenes"
with her when the club presented a play, and help her with
her make-up. Thea hated it, but she always went. She
felt as if she had to do it. There was something in Tillie's
adoration of her that compelled her. There was no family
impropriety that Thea was so much ashamed of as Tillie's
"acting" and yet she was always being dragged in to assist
her. Tillie simply had her, there. She didn't know why,
but it was so. There was a string in her somewhere that
Tillie could pull; a sense of obligation to Tillie's misguided
aspirations. The saloon-keepers had some such feeling of
responsibility toward Spanish Johnny.
The dramatic club was the pride of Tillie's heart, and her
enthusiasm was the principal factor in keeping it together.
Sick or well, Tillie always attended rehearsals, and was
always urging the young people, who took rehearsals
lightly, to "stop fooling and begin now." The young men
--bank clerks, grocery clerks, insurance agents--played
tricks, laughed at Tillie, and "put it up on each other"
about seeing her home; but they often went to tiresome
rehearsals just to oblige her. They were good-natured
young fellows. Their trainer and stage-manager was young
Upping, the jeweler who ordered Thea's music for her.
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Though barely thirty, he had followed half a dozen pro-
fessions, and had once been a violinist in the orchestra of
the Andrews Opera Company, then well known in little
towns throughout Colorado and Nebraska.
By one amazing indiscretion Tillie very nearly lost her
hold upon the Moonstone Drama Club. The club had de-
cided to put on "The Drummer Boy of Shiloh," a very
ambitious undertaking because of the many supers needed
and the scenic difficulties of the act which took place in
Andersonville Prison. The members of the club consulted
together in Tillie's absence as to who should play the part
of the drummer boy. It must be taken by a very young
person, and village boys of that age are self-conscious and
are not apt at memorizing. The part was a long one, and
clearly it must be given to a girl. Some members of the
club suggested Thea Kronborg, others advocated Lily
Fisher. Lily's partisans urged that she was much prettier
than Thea, and had a much "sweeter disposition." No-
body denied these facts. But there was nothing in the
least boyish about Lily, and she sang all songs and played
all parts alike. Lily's simper was popular, but it seemed
not quite the right thing for the heroic drummer boy.
Upping, the trainer, talked to one and another: "Lily's
all right for girl parts," he insisted, "but you've got to
get a girl with some ginger in her for this. Thea's got
the voice, too. When she sings, `Just Before the Battle,
Mother,' she'll bring down the house."
When all the members of the club had been privately
consulted, they announced their decision to Tillie at the
first regular meeting that was called to cast the parts.
They expected Tillie to be overcome with joy, but, on the
contrary, she seemed embarrassed. "I'm afraid Thea
hasn't got time for that," she said j