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1890
THE FOURTH MOVEMENT
by Oscar Wilde
IMPRESSION
Le Reveillon
The sky is laced with fitful red,
The circling mists and shadows flee, The dawn is rising from the sea,
Like a white lady from her bed.
And jagged brazen arrows fall
Athwart the feathers of the night, And a long wave of yellow light
Breaks silently on tower and hall,
And spreading wide across the wold
Wakes into flight some fluttering bird,
And all the chestnut tops are stirred,
And all the branches streaked with gold.
AT VERONA
How steep the stairs within Kings' houses areFor exile-wearied feet as mine to tread, And O how salt and bitter is the bread
Which falls from this Hound's table,- better far That I had died in the red ways of war,Or that the gate of Florence bare my head, Than to live thus, by all things comraded
Which seek the essence of my soul to mar.
"Curse God and die: what better hope than this?He hath forgotten thee in all the bliss Of his gold city, and eternal day"-
Nay peace: behind my prison's blinded barsI do possess what none can take away,
My love, and all the glory of the stars.
APOLOGIA
Is it thy will that I should wax and wane,Barter my cloth of gold for hodden gray,
And at thy pleasure weave that web of painWhose brightest threads are each a wasted day?
Is it thy will- Love that I love so well-That my Soul's House should be a tortured spot
Wherein, like evil paramours, must dwellThe quenchless flame, the worm that dieth not?
Nay, if it be thy will I shall endure,And sell ambition at the common mart,
And let dull failure be my vestiture,And sorrow dig its grave within my heart.
Perchance it may be better so- at leastI have not made my heart a heart of stone,
Nor starved my boyhood of its goodly feast,Nor walked where Beauty is a thing unknown.
Many a man hath done so; sought to fenceIn straitened bonds the soul that should be free,
Trodden the dusty road of common sense,While all the forest sang of liberty,
Not marking how the spotted hawk in flightPassed on wide pinion through the lofty air,
To where the steep untrodden mountain heightCaught the last tresses of the Sun God's hair.
Or how the little flower he trod upon,The daisy, that white-feathered shield of gold,
Followed with wistful eyes the wandering sunContent if once its leaves were aureoled.
But surely it is something to have beenThe best beloved for a little while,
To have walked hand in hand with Love, and seenHis purple wings flit once across thy smile.
Ay! though the gorged asp of passion feedOn my boy's heart, yet have I burst the bars,
Stood face to face with Beauty, known indeedThe Love which moves the Sun and all the stars!
QUIA MULTUM AMAVI
Dear heart I think the young impassioned priestWhen first he takes from out the hidden shrine
His God imprisoned in the Eucharist,And eats the Bread, and drinks the Dreadful Wine,
Feels not such awful wonder as I feltWhen first my smitten eyes beat full on thee,
And all night long before thy feet I kneltTill thou wert wearied of Idolatry.
Ah! had'st thou liked me less and loved me more,Through all those summer days of joy and rain,
I had not now been sorrow's heritor,Or stood a lackey in the House of Pain.
Yet, though remorse, youth's white-faced seneschalTread on my heels with all his retinue,
I am most glad I loved thee- think of allThe sums that go to make one speedwell blue!
SILENTIUM AMORIS
As oftentimes the too resplendent sunHurries the pallid and reluctant moon
Back to her sombre cave, ere she hath wonA single ballad from the nightingale, So doth thy Beauty make my lips to fail,
And all my sweetest singing out of tune.
And as at dawn across the level meadOn wings impetuous some wind will come,
And with its too harsh kisses break the reedWhich was its only instrument of song, So my too stormy passions work me wrong,
And for excess of Love my Love is dumb.
But surely unto thee mine eyes did showWhy I am silent, and my lute unstrung;
Else it were better we should part, and go,Thou to some lips of sweeter melody, And I to nurse the barren memory
Of unkissed kisses, and songs never sung.
HER VOICE
The wild bee reels from bough to boughWith his furry coat and his gauzy wing.
Now in a lily-cup, and now
Setting a jacinth bell a-swing,
In his wandering;
Sit closer love: it was here I trow
I made that vow,
Swore that two lives should be like one As long as the sea-gull loved the sea, As long as the sunflower sought the sun-It shall be, I said, for eternity
'Twixt you and me!
Dear friend, those times are over and done, Love's web is spun.
Look upward where the poplar trees
Sway and sway in the summer air,
Here in the valley never a breeze
Scatters the thistledowns, but there Great winds blow fair
From the mighty murmuring mystical seas, And the wave-lashed leas.
Look upward where the white gull screamsWhat does it see that we do not see?
Is that a star? or the lamp that gleamsOn some outward voyaging argosy,-
Ah! can it be
We have lived our lives in land of dreams! How sad it seems.
Sweet, there is nothing left to say
But this, that love is never lost.
Keen winter stabs the breasts of MayWhose crimson roses burst his frost, Ships tempest-tossed
Will find a harbour in some bay,
And so we may.
And there is nothing left to do
But to kiss once again, and part,
Nay, there is nothing we should rue,I have my beauty,- you your Art.
Nay, do not start,
One world was not enough for two
Like me and you.
MY VOICE
Within this restless, hurried, modern worldWe took our heart's full pleasure- You and I,
And now the white sails of our ship are furled,And spent the lading of our argosy.
Wherefore my cheeks before their time are wan,For very weeping is my gladness fled
Sorrow hath paled my lip's vermilion,And Ruin draws the curtains of my bed.
But all this crowded life has been to theeNo more than lyre, or lute, or subtle spell
Of viols, or the music of the sea
That sleeps, a mimic echo, in the shell.
TAEDIUM VITAE
To stab my youth with desperate knife, to wearThis paltry age's gaudy livery,
To let each base hand filch my treasury,
To mesh my soul within a woman's hair, And be mere Fortune's lackeyed groom,- I swear,I love it not! these things are less to me Than the thin foam that frets upon the sea,
Less than the thistle-down of summer airWhich hath no seed: better to stand aloof
Far from these slanderous fools who mock my lifeKnowing me not, better the lowliest roof
Fit for the meanest hind to sojourn in, Than to go back to that hoarse cave of strife Where my white soul first kissed the mouth of sin.
THE END
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