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1890
PANTHEA
by Oscar Wilde
PANTHEA
Nay, let us walk from fire unto fire,
From passionate pain to deadlier delight,-
- I
- am too young to live without desire,
Too young art thou to waste this summer night
Asking those idle questions which of old
Man sought of seer and oracle, and no reply was told.
For sweet, to feel is better than to know,And wisdom is a childless heritage,
One pulse of passion-youth's first fiery glow,-Are worth the hoarded proverbs of the sage:
Vex not thy soul with dead philosophy,
Have we not lips to kiss with, hearts to love, and eyesto see!
Dost thou not hear the murmuring nightingaleLike water bubbling from a silver jar,
So soft she sings the envious moon is pale,That high in heaven she hung so far
She cannot hear that love-enraptured tune,- Mark how she wreathes each horn with mist, yon lateand laboring moon.
White lilies, in whose cups the gold bees dream,The fallen snow of petals where the breeze
Scatters the chestnut blossom, or the gleamOf all our endless sins, our vain endeavour
Enough for thee, dost thou desire more?
Alas! the Gods will give naught else from theireternal store.
For our high Gods have sick and wearied grownOf boyish limbs in water,- are not these
For wasted days of youth to make atone
By pain or prayer or priest, and never, never,
Hearken they now to either good or ill,
But send their rain upon the just and the unjust at will.
They sit at ease, our Gods they sit at ease,Strewing with leaves of rose their scented wine,
They sleep, they sleep, beneath the rocking treesWhere asphodel and yellow lotus twine,
Mourning the old glad days before they knew What evil things the heart of man could dream, anddreaming do.
And far beneath the brazen floor, they seeLike swarming flies the crowd of little men,
The bustle of small lives, then wearily
Back to their lotus-haunts they turn again
Kissing each other's mouths, and mix more deep
- The
- poppy-seeded draught which brings soft purple-lidded sleep.
There all day long the golden-vestured sun,Their torch-bearer, stands with his torch a-blaze,
And when the gaudy web of noon is spun
By its twelve maidens through the crimson haze
Fresh from Endymion's arms comes forth the moon, And the immortal Gods in toils of mortal passions swoon.
There walks Queen Juno through some dewy mead,Her grand white feet flecked with the saffron dust
Of wind-stirred lilies, while young GanymedeLeaps in the hot and amber-foaming must,
His curls all tossed, as when the eagle bare The frightened boy from Ida through the blue Ionian air.
There in the green heart of some garden closeQueen Venus with the shepherd at her side,
Her warm soft body like the brier rose
Which would be white yet blushes at its pride,
Laughs low for love, till jealous Salmacis Peers through the myrtle-leaves and sighs for pain oflonely bliss.
There never does that dreary northwind blowWhich leaves our English forests bleak and bare,
Nor ever falls the swift white-feathered snow,Nor doth the red-toothed lightning ever dare
To wake them in the silver-fretted night
When we lie weeping for some sweet sad sin, some deaddelight.
Alas! they know the far Lethaean spring,
The violet-hidden waters well they know,
Where one whose feet with tired wandering
Are faint and broken may take heart and go,
And from those dark depths cool and crystalline Drink, and draw balm, and sleep for sleepless souls,and anodyne.
But we oppress our natures, God or Fate
Is our enemy, we starve and feed
On vain repentance- O we are born too late!What balm for us in bruised poppy seed
Who crowd into one finite pulse of time
- The
- joy of infinite love and the fierce pain of infinite crime.
- O
- we are wearied of this sense of guilt,
Wearied of pleasures paramour despair,
Wearied of every temple we have built,
Wearied of every right, unanswered prayer,
For man is weak; God sleeps: and heaven is high:
- One
- fiery-colored moment: one great love: and lo! we die.
Ah! but no ferry-man with laboring pole
Nears his black shallop to the flowerless strand,
No little coin of bronze can bring the soulOver Death's river to the sunless land,
Victim and wine and vow are all in vain,
- The
- tomb is sealed; the soldiers watch; the dead rise not again.
We are resolved into the supreme air,
We are made one with what we touch and see,
With our heart's blood each crimson sun is fair,With our young lives each spring-impassioned tree
Flames into green, the wildest beasts that range
- The
- moor our kinsmen are, all life is one, and all is change.
With beat of systole and of diastole
One grand great light throbs through earth's giant heart,
And mighty waves of single Being roll
From nerve-less germ to man, for we are part
Of every rock and bird and beast and hill, One with the things that prey on us, and one with what we kill.
From lower cells of waking life we pass
To full perfection; thus the world grows old:
We who are godlike now were once a mass
Of quivering purple flecked with bars of gold,
Unsentient or of joy or misery,
- And
- tossed in terrible tangles of some wild and wind-swept sea.
This hot hard flame with which our bodies burnWill make some meadow blaze with daffodil,
Ay! and those argent breasts of thine will turnTo water-lilies; the brown fields men till
Will be more fruitful for our love to-night, Nothing is lost in nature, all things live inDeath's despite.
The boy's first kiss, the hyacinth's first bell,The man's last passion, and the last red spear
That from the lily leaps, the asphodel
Which will not let its blossoms blow for fear
Of too much beauty, and the timid shame
Of the young bridegroom at his lover's eyes,- thesewith the same
One sacrament are consecrate, the earth
Not we alone hath passions hymeneal,
The yellow buttercups that shake for mirthAt daybreak know a pleasure not less real
Than we do, when in some fresh-blossoming wood We draw the spring into our hearts, and feel thatlife is good.
So when men bury us beneath the yew
Thy crimson-stained mouth a rose will be,
And thy soft eyes lush bluebells dimmed with dew,And when the white narcissus wantonly
Kisses the wind its playment, some faint joy Will thrill our dust, and we will be again fondmaid and boy.
And thus without life's conscious torturing painIn some sweet flower we will feel the sun,
And from the linnet's throat will sing again,And as two gorgeous-mailed snakes will run
Over our graves, or as two tigers creep
Through the hot jungle where the yellow-eyed hugelions sleep
And give them battle! How my heart leaps upTo think of that grand living after death
In beast and bird and flower, when this cup,Being filled too full of spirit, bursts for breath,
And with the pale leaves of some autumn day
- The
- soul earth's earliest conqueror becomes earth's last great prey.
- O
- think of it! We shall inform ourselves
Into all sensuous life, the goat-foot Faun,
The Centaur, or the merry bright-eyed ElvesThat leave their dancing rings to spite the dawn
Upon the meadows, shall not be more near
Than you and I to nature's mysteries, for we shall hear
The thrush's heart beat, and the daisies grow,And the wan snowdrop sighing for the sun
On sunless days in winter, we shall know
By whom the silver gossamer is spun,
Who paints the diapered fritillaries,
On what wide wings from shivering pine
to pine the eagle flies.
Ay! had we never loved at all, who knows
If yonder daffodil had lured the bee
Into its gilded womb, or any rose
Had hung with crimson lamps its little tree!
Methinks no leaf would ever bud in spring,
- But
- for the lovers' lips that kiss, the poet's lips that sing.
Is the light vanished from our golden sun,Or is this daedal-fashioned earth less fair,
That we are nature's heritors, and one
With every pulse of life that beats the air?
Rather new suns across the sky shall pass,
- New
- splendour come unto the flower, new glory to the grass.
And we two lovers shall not sit afar,
Critics of nature, but the joyous sea
Shall be our raiment, and the bearded starShoot arrows at our pleasure! We shall be
Part of the mighty universal whole,
- And
- through all aeons mix and mingle with
the Kosmic Soul!
We shall be notes in that great Symphony
Whose cadence circles through the rhythmic spheres,
And all the live World's throbbing heart shall beOne with our heart, the stealthy creeping years
Have lost their terrors now, we shall not die, The Universe itself shall be our Immortality!
THE END
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